David Dixxie

2010-05-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

I did not forget that i've got a blog. Ok, maybe i did. D:

Anyway, life's been not so bad. Ups and downs. Shaky roller coaster, whatever cheesy lines you wanna use to describe. Mhmm, Beats Encore started practices with the juniors and i must really say this batch of juniors are really promising. I don't want to jinx anything but yeap you get it.

Other than that, school's out! No RJ for 2 weeks! But, we still have Java assignment to program on. Dang, we all hate programming so much. Like come on! I was not born to do codes! ):
Anyway, i met up my buds for a trip to Sentosa. We wanted some tan, so we got this all planned!

KC was the most tanned though, even when he freaking didn't stayed under the sun longer than me and Aufa did. Damn, the Sun's so biased! ): But we had fun, and well head off for the showers and got ourselves dinner at Vivo.

We got ourselves country scarfs from this sports shop. Basically, we were so freaking in World Cup mood. That's why. Me and KC got Spain while Aufa got his beloved Germany! Haha.

Haha, i think we all look better with clothes on .. Just saying. ;D
Caught Prince Of Persia (Sand Of Time) later on, and it was BADASS. I repeat, BADFUCKINGASS. Damn right awesome. (Y)
Well, take care and i hope it will not be another weeks of neglect of this blog! I'll try.

2010-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh neglects.

UT's coming, and so are holidays!
One thing i realized about myself this far, i saved a lot more money when i'm jobless! Maybe i should just not look for part time job for awhile right now..
Well, school's been pretty good. Passing really fast, soon enough, sem1 of year2 shall be history.

BeatsEncore Welcome Tea Party this Friday! Can't wait! ;D
Dress to the theme alright people. SPORTING SIKIT BOLEH TAK?!

Haha, otherwise, i'm really not in the mood to blog right now. Bits and pieces in my mind, no, more like mind all over the place. Shit happens right. Heh. God bless everyone.

2010-05-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

I realized i actually adore nature a hell lot.
Random, but i just had to say it. Well, i attended a talk on I.T Disaster Recovery(ITDR) and Business Continuity Management(BCM). I was expecting myself to be asleep through the hour, but i was surprisingly listening and paying close attention.

They talked about how we are able to recover as quick as possible after a disaster strikes. For example, the 911 plane crash on twin towers. Also, how to have back up plans should anything happens. It was interesting, especially also on how IT servers are heating up and in need of coolers. Yeah, you probably won't understand it from here.

Soon enough, i thought about ..

WHAT IF ..

The coolers of the server break down? The server shall shut off and the network's cut. Data loss, game over? If we're gonna have coolers to cool the coolers of the servers as a plan, wouldn't it consume more electricity and Earth's resources? & That was the time, i thought the world will end even faster than i expected. Should i never get a chance to say this, i shall put it here, big and clear.

REST IN PEACE MOTHER EARTH!

Oh look at this picture. Haha, i snapped it on my way home. This kite was hung/stuck in the tree. The cute thing was the smile design on it. & The even cuter thing was me smiling back! :3

That aside though. My brother went back to Medan yesterday evening. It was great to have him here in Singapore. His company was a real motivation for me. You see, i don't get to meet him often, plus he is my only blood sibling and i feel the bond between us and i had to treasure it while he's here. Now that he's back in Indonesia, i'm back to my lonely nights. Nights without my brother's wise talk and such. He is my idol.

Anyway, i reminisced about my time in Jakarta few years back. Visiting the Zoo and actually carrying a baby lion, a cub i suppose? Some of you know, i love animals, but carrying a cub was the last i ever wanted to do. It was fun, and it did tried to bite but i figured it was just playful. Got a picture of me with the cub though. I wonder how's the cub already. Perhaps larger than me now. Ahhhh, if only animals could talk to human ..

Oh, i have an album filled with my Universal Studio adventure with my brother. Will upload it here and Facebook soon when i have the time. Bye! (:

2010-05-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hello, i've been really busy this week since my brother flew to Singapore last Sunday.
Brought him to many places and broke my virgin trip to Universal Studio! It was awesome to the max, but a real pity not to be able to get on the roller coaster. It was closed. Damn!

THERE WAS THIS .. MUMMY RIDE THING. OMG CAN. FREAKING HIGH SPEED, I ALMOST FELT LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO BE RIPPED OUT OF MY SEATS AT ONE POINT. But it was crazy and the best ride in the theme park! Ride it twice. Haha. Had the wet ride thing. I got splashed like crazy, like totally drenched core. Yeah, it was fun uh. I cannot really blog it out now. Well, i've got loads of pictures! almost 150? I think? I see if i have the time to share it here. (:

For now, imma just get worried about UT. HAHAHA.

Side note uh, i realized, i saved a lot since the start of year 2! So i spent some for new clothes. LOL, when i don't need them. Ok, maybe new pants soon.

2010-05-04T13:51:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'm here to give a short update!

I changed my blogskin yay!
My brother came to Singapore on Sunday.
Watched 2 movies recently, "Prince of Tears" with my mates, and "The Bounty Hunter" with my brother. JENNIFER ANISTON STILL AS STUNNING AS EVER.

Omg, i want to marry her.

BeatsEncore auditions! First day gone, 2nd day today.
Ok, gotta go prepare my skit for IT Security & Networking module. Bye! <3

IMYVM.

2010-04-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hi, i should blog.

I had no school today and i actually started the day at 5.22pm for i woke up at that time in a 13 hours of super sleep. Amazing much? ..

Time flies uh? It's almost Friday already. Not any longer, UT will be here to haunt everyone's dream. Haha, enough about those. Oh, i pray i will get IEP soon. Attachment seems really cool!

By the way, i heard that my brother's coming to Singapore on Monday! Woohoo! (:

And man i think i'm wrong to post this. I've got no mood to blog at all. Might as well don't blog right .. Haha. Bye. Stay strong everyone.

2010-04-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hello, i had a good Sunday! Slept my ass off until 3pm odd.

It's my mum's birthday! Haha, happy birthday Mummy! <3

I made her a card. Shiat, i should have snapped a photo of it, because i'm so proud for how nicely i done it! HAHA. But uh huh, you know me, i'm a very hands-on person. Whatever that means. LOL!

So we had dinner at some restaurant in Bedok! Waa, that place is legend. I used to live there 6 or 7 years ago. & It changed a hell lot. My FengShan Primary School never looked that vintage .. How i miss those times!

Yeap, had our meal. I tell you, i learned something new today. I finally know how to peel crab. Like, really peel their shells to get their meat! Haha, lets just say i am very dependable, and i depended on my mum most of the time to get the meat for me. But today i did it all myself. HAHA, and beats me on what i've all along been missing on the Finger Lickin' good taste with the black pepper sauce! D:

Had birthday cake at home. Love you mum! (:

Haha, my Percy Jackson book collection so far. Almost halfway through the 3rd one! Then i'll need to get the 4th and 5th which is the final one. Alright, i'm off. Bless you.

2010-04-24T23:19:00.009+08:00

Hey, imma just rush through this long post yeah.
Here are just freaking long overdue photos i've had with 2 phones. Today i finally renewed my SingTel contract and i took Nokia E72 as my choice of phone. You know, i didn't even have that slightest excitement in me when i chose it. Know why? Because of some rules SingTel has, i need to pay like ridiculously extra per month for BlackBerry contracts. Otherwise i would be using my dream phone right now! D:

But whatever!

Few weeks back in iluma, saw those movie character's replica.

That green ranger was manned.

Some hot chic from GhostBusters i think.

Snake Eye? I forgot, but from G.I Joe.

Cloud Strife? LOL, i'm so bad at recognizing characters.

These are the pictures taken during my flight back to Medan.

I never flew in SIA before. D: Always SilkAir!

I read to kill time.

Then here shall be the Sentosa trip about month ago! Nothing about sentosa though, all Universal Studios. & No, we didn't go in. It was almost evening already.

Then we have my little pet hamster to end for the pic-flooded post!

For you Bifang, in case you miss Zixxie.

Well, i've got my 3rd Percy Jackson book! "Percy Jackson & the Titan's Curse"
Seems to be more promising from it's look though. Unlike the Sea Of Monster's book, it wasn't that amazing. :/

you can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind~

2010-04-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hello, SLA Fiesta is finally over!
I think BeatsEncore had so many freshies registered!

Well, the booth served us well and we can all have a piece of mind now.

So these recent days i have this song, my song of the week, "Nothing On You by B.O.B" ! I think it is really soothing and beautiful. I just have to keep listening to it! (:

I'm so stubborn. I just have to keep missing you, for i really do miss you. I just hate it that i cannot hold you close like how i should be doing since, and i know this regret is one of my worst so far in my life. I really, really miss you a lot.

2010-04-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hey soulful people! I have no idea why these few days i semagat uh, kept updating my blog.

Anyway, i got B for my first lesson and man, just 3 schooling days and i'm already about to give up S.I.T! But whatever, choice taken, goal to mount.
Stayed back for beats rehearsals! SLA Fiesta tomorrow! Our show at 5:35pm i think? Come and watch! <3

Did our IG booth till 11pm plus, and man i think i'm loving RP a lot more, excluding my 4 I.T modules that i have to study this semester of cause. I think RP is a really friendly environment.

I went home a happy man today because i got what i needed from you for a long time .. (:

All that aside, and i forgot what i wanted to type for this paragraph. Yay. D:

Anyway, i was talking to Kin about how i want to marry someone who can sing. You know, like maybe when i just finished bathing, wiping my hair dry and myself singing a random song, walks out the bathroom, and your wife happens to be just outside and harmonising to your song! Isn't it like so awesome?! I always smile like an idiot when i think about this. Haha.

Oh you know, my sister is really cute. There was once, i asked her if she has been eating during her recess time, and she went like "No..!" followed by her reasons like saying the food in school is not appetizing at all. So i like, you know ask her to eat and stuff and eventually got her to promise me to eat. She promised, and will eat the marcaroni thing during recess.

Then the next day, i came home, stepped into the house, my beautiful little sister ran to me in a very sympathetic expression telling me she's sorry she didn't keep her promise to eat during recess because her friend asked her to follow them somewhere. AND YOU KNOW, THAT KIND OF FEELING WHEN A LITTLE GIRL DOES THAT TO YOU KNOWING IT IS TOO CUTE, YOU WILL SO GO LIKE "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~" Haha, i actually did inside! So i carried her to sit on my lap and ask her to promise me she will eat this time round the next day. I got home late today, so she was asleep already. I wanna see if she will mention anything about the promise again tomorrow. Darn, i swear i dote on my sister so much.

2010-04-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

I think i shall post a short one here!

So i got a haircut yesterday. I shaved my sideburns yaw! (: Of cause i received many comments. For some people, i look like a butch. A hot one, they claimed. & So Michelle gave me a butch name, Danica. HAHA. But i'm 100% with a dick ok.

Well, let's go about a little metaphor. Ok maybe not ..

Anyway, i had my 2nd day of school today. Did Java programming crap. I lost 3/4 of my brain cells i supposed. Took me so hard to understand a small little part. Pathetic much? I know right. Well, life goes on and i thought, choices are meant to be taken, and since i took this path, i shall make the best out of it and stay in DBA. I hope ..

2010-04-17T21:56:00.006+08:00

Hello! I thought i should blog today because it had been awhile since i did.

As most of you know, i had the greatest night of 2010 last Wednesday where i'd perform with BeatsEncore for Jam N' Hop!

Just some of the people involved. We collaborated with Capoeira for them to dance to our music. Well, it did justice for Zaini about visual arts! So our gadzillion hours of practice was gratefully relished on stage with maximum energy, Zaini was full of praises! I tell you, that wasn't the best part.

The crowd was.

From all my performances, i think Jam N' Hop has the best crowd ever! Dancing along with us, moving and grooving to our tunes! As a performer, it felt so great just to be there, crowd pumping! Unbelievable.

Here's a closer look at my outfit/costume! Haha, nothing really interesting there though. Beside me is my vice-president of the percussion group. We've been through a lot, bringing and maintaining our reputation in our school.

See! This was taken at the earlier part of our piece, and you can say, it was still a warm up mood. IT GOT SO MUCH BETTER AND WOW. I cannot emphasize on how great the energy and crowd was. In the picture, i'm at the back row to the left. If you've watched the performance, i walked to the edge of the stage towards the crowd with my big-ass surdo for my moment! Doing the surdo lift and playing at the same time! I had trouble lifting it up at first, because i figured i had already used almost all my strengths earlier at the piece dancing. Luckily, my blunder wasn't all that bad and i covered it up anyway! Hehe, i just felt that sudden surge of power in my already weaken left arm and i managed to do the constant surdo playing with up and down lifts. Heh, it must be the motivation i got from the crowd below me! You see, they were that great!

It ended well enough and we kept our instrument to later find ourselves running back to the pit and joining the crowd for the rest of the Jam N' Hop event! Best night in 2010. No doubt.

On a lighter note, i just finished reading 'Percy Jackson & the Sea Of Monster' book! Because of this book, i've a fetish for rainbow at the moment.

You know, in the story, or rather maybe in Greek Mythology, gold drachma were tossed into a rainbow for visual communications. Meaning, there is a god, which i think is that builds a rainbow, upon receiving the payment, he/she will connect you to a person you desire to talk to in a screen. Sorta like a 3G video call kind of thing. I mean, aren't you fascinated by how rainbows can actually do in the myth instead of being stagnant looking beautiful all the time? I'm just saying ..

Goodbye for now, and i hope i get my haircut tomorrow. Oh, and get Percy's 3rd series book! ;D

2010-04-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

Why hello! By right, i'm supposed to upload some pictures i've took in the recent weeks. But i don't know how to connect the Samsung phone i'm using to my laptop. Tried bluetooth but it didn't work. D: So this shall be yet another wordy post ..

I have some Zixxie's picture that i would like to put, because i figured out i haven't been doing so for a long time!

So..

Some of the pictures were taken at iluma mall at Bugis. There was some movie convention thing. Got various movie characters' replica in life form and some real moving character too. There's even power ranger! Green ranger to be exact, the first kind of ranger. I don't know what are they called haha. But yeap.

Anyway, i felt terrible when i woke up today. Must have been the fatigue. Haven't got to enjoy proper meal.. Looks like my weight gain from Medan were thrown away just like that. Ah, cough cough cough, sore throat nak mampos. Feverish. Best thing, Jam N' Hop on wednesday. I'd better be fit for that day. ARGH. ):

Oh, friendssssssss, whoever. Jam N' Hop is open to the public i think. Please come to RP for this wonderful event/concert/gig/"clubbing" whatever you call it this wednesday evening at the lawn. (: Furthermore, i'll be performing! Show me some support! ;D

2010-04-09T23:22:00.004+08:00

Jason Derulo's hit single 'In My Head' is really IN MY HEAD! I love the beat so much.

Anyway, what a Friday it was. Spent the whole day at the studio for the full Jam N' Hop rehearsal! One thing for sure, i've been feeling out of focus quite a lot more than usual! Probably because i haven't got to rest since i flew back from Medan. Ever since, Tuesday to today i've been having hardcore beats practice and rehearsals! FATIGUE, shall be the word.

Well, I finally finished my Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief book! I have to say, it is the only story book that is so engaging to me for the first freaking time. Maybe because of my heavy interest in Greek Mythology! So .. guess what? I bought book 2!

Percy Jackson & the Sea Monster.

The price got higher even though the thickness of the book got thinner than the first book. :/ But it was worth it, i think. Ever since i bought the first, i realized i kinda not listen to my itouch anymore in the bus! Why? Cause i spent the time reading. People nowadays do not read i presume, even myself before i got the book .. But hey, i think reading is better than spending the time on mp3 or psp .. You get what i mean? Haha.

So in our Percy Jackson series, Percy aka Perseus, is the son of the Sea God, Poseidon. But in the Greek Mythology which the movie Clash Of the Titans portrayed, Perseus is the son of the Sky God, Zeus. Well, i've got no comment but i wondered why would they switch it up?..
In the Greek Mythology, Perseus is the brave hero that slayed Medusa's head. Clash Of the Titans and the Percy Jackson movies both showed him slaying the once-a-beauty's head. Oops, i have no idea why i typed this paragraph for. Lol! ~

Heh, it will be a Saturday tomorrow, finally a resting day. My arms are both sore from all the surdo lifts and playing. Urgh, but i think it will be all worthwhile .. Hopefully.

Oh well, I'm still jobless. I will not say i couldn't find any, because i can. I'm just too lazy to find any, or put it in a better term, busy. (: BYE.

2010-04-06T23:00:00.005+08:00

Hello! What a great week i had! So, 5 days ago, on 1st April, i flew off in SilkAir to Medan! I liked the plane's plate, MI234. So niceeee. HAHA. ANYWAY, Like, finally! It's been a 3 years looooong wait! On the plane, i almost forgot how beautiful the clouds were and stuffs like that. & It is always the case, where i will definitely get the window seats by the wing. Of cause, those who took a plane before, the best part has to be the one, where the plane lift off and pierce through the clouds and into a 'heaven-like' surrounding. You get what i mean. The only thing i didn't see were cloud forms! I didn't see any dog, Santa Claus or whatever shape from the clouds .. maybe global warming had took an effect? ):

But whatever, i touched down pretty early! Like, Indonesia time 8am plus i was already at Polonia Airport. Met my aunt and cousin! My aunt sure did became beautiful! HAHA, and we had breakfast. Man, it had been years and i don't see much of a change on the streets. But oh well, i feel home, like, really home. Back home.

OH! I went to visit Kawi at his house in Medan! Caught up a little and i was drove back to Pakam. Boy i tell you, i was so happy to see my grandfather. In fact, i was really ecstatic to see everyone! My cousins, have grew so much! The male ones had voice changes and female ones has .. HAHA. Let's just say, they became prettier. Myself, being the 2nd eldest grandchild in the Tenadi family, can really see how much 3 years had changed my relatives.

I had lots of comments about my ear piercing and hair. As you see, they don't really see guys with ear piercing and long hair much back there. But haha, it was all cool. (: Visited the fish farm in one of the days. Gosh! They have this big pond specially built to home a fish that was 2.5m long! Huge, and there were rooster and hens around the area. I betcha if the chicken fell inside the pond, the fish will probably gobble it down within seconds! XD

I had lots of fun, that is for sure. Oh, did i mention? My uncle taught me how to drive a manual car. Yeap, you guessed it, i drove. I will not say it is completely pointless, but the cars in Singapore are Automatic, so learning Manual may not help much. BUT, the idea is definitely there. I had fun, seriously. OH, my 16 year old cousin taught me how to ride a bike. HAHA, felt so ashamed, but again, i had fun! Lots of fun! (:

I can see this is a really wordy post, but what the heck. I ate like a pig over there, like 3 heavy meals, or if not, 4 or 5 meals per day. I went to weigh myself earlier just now and i was 2 kg heavier. LOL. Cooooooooool or whutttt~

The next day, i think it was on Saturday. My brother brought me out to Medan. Went to SunPlaza for Sushi Tei, then to the cinema for Clash Of The Titans. Verdict? Not very impressive, disappointing in fact. Haha, bought some Medan food i've long missed and never tasted in 3 long years back to Pakam. My brother was having some wise man talk with me. Haha, it was a good chat we had there. Telling me about how a man must not be lazy in life and how teenage is the easiest to stray bad or good and yadayada. It is different kind of nagging you will get from your mum. I was all ears when he was speaking. In the end, it was someone close to us, that motivated him to work hard. Mind you, he is the area head division of investment and blablahblah. Controls various branch of bank in the investment department. AREA HEAD. Almost near a boss, and is only 26 years old. I definitely look up to him. Well, had steamboat back at Pakam and wow, who says Singapore is number one food paradise? I don't. & What event can beat after food program of Blackjack with my relatives? ;D

On that Sunday, we got up really early to do the chinese prayer thing for the grave. Cheng Beng? Was it? Yeah, went over to my late grandma's grave. I almost cried when i kneel to pray. I had so much to say, so much to tell her, but i could only make out prayers for blessing. I felt like she was present, with us, and alive. I wasn't afraid because she is my grandma. Shan't go on about this anymore. I miss her.. ): Then later on, i accidentally burnt a tiny hole in my Levi's shirt. T^T
Visited my great grandfather's grave. Stopped by for the local chendol. Woo, really refreshing and tasty. There's this ingredient, i forgot the name, but it has alcohol in it. Man, it was good!

It was really happening. Even playing PS2 with my cousins did that very much needed bondage between us. I miss them already. So on that Monday afternoon, i had to bid my goodbyes and leave for the airport. Got on the night flight back to Singapore. My 2nd night flight i think? This time, the view and surrounding was not as good as before. Nothing beautiful, except when we were above Singapore, about to touch down, i saw this piece of land, beautified with lights making a heart shape! Amazing. Home sweet home.

Sorry if this wordy post bored you much, but it had to be told. I just hope it will not be another 3 years before i go back to my hometown again.

2010-03-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

What's up all!

Pretty bad Tuesday, you know, all the raining and rush. Apparently i was suppose to meet up Syukri at Buona Vista(wow i finally spelled it right!) at 1pm, but my bed was so loving it dragged me back to sleep until 1:30pm! Woohoo! So i thought i was mad late, and everyone hates rushing, but i got to.

It rained. Freaking heavily. Almost drenched but i was real lucky to be bringing an umbrella along. Sigh, i wonder when will Zeus and Poseidon make peace and stop bringing rain almost everyday now. HAHA, sorry, must have been the PercyJackson book that got into me. :x

Moving on. I got there at 3 plus, almost 4 and Syukri didn't turn up because he WOKE UP LATE TOO. HAHA, i forgave him because Bunalun eventually was not ready to pay our wages yet. I mean, what the heck? Why give us a text saying pay will be ready after 29th March when the boss have not even give them the money to pay us? I FREAKING HATE FALSE HOPES YOU KNOW. Urgh. For a student with no MRT concession, and with the heavy rain i had to shield myself with, i had every rights to be mad. Mind you, Punggol to Buona Vista is like traveling from one end to another. But i forgave them too anyway, because i figured out i will not receive any pay should i had made a fool of myself in there. Thank god.

I rushed my arse off to school. Yes, to Woodlands. Not forgetting the rain. Well, my dedicated umbrella didn't manage to prolong its job because i was eventually drenched from the bottom onwards. Mad weather. But i managed to reach school for beats practice ..

All's well after the session and i had Dinner at Banquet for the 897468578432589358th time. Bus-ed to Compass to meet up Chevy for the Kpop albums me and my friend ordered from! I'm so glad i got my hands on my Kara's Lupin 3rd mini album! You know, it is in a book form, and the cd pops out in the middle of the booklet. I tell you, it does saves the trees a lot more from those normal plastic cased cds.

Heh, Kara crazy aside for a moment.

You know, after everything, when i was walking home from my bus stop, which is approximately 200m, and around 50m to my apartment's lift .. the lamp post's lights were not on! At that part of the road, i had a choice to walk under the other apartment's void deck which is way brighter, but haha you know, well .. I'm a guy, what is there to be afraid of right? .. and so i did.

Then i passed this 2 trees. Pink flowers were all on the ground, directly below them, looking as though it fell from the branches. I mean, i haven't seen any pink flowers on these trees before, how can it shed pink flowers? It looks like those sakura flowers in Japan. Nothing freaky about it, maybe i just don't notice the trees when i usually walk past. But i got to admit, it was really beautiful, under the 2 lamp post that was not on .. Haha, oh well. God bless.

2010-03-26T20:55:00.008+08:00

Hello everyone. I just got home from shopping! Well, the stuffs i bought were not for myself, but for my family over at Indonesia.

I thought, all along, I've yet to give them gifts which come from my own money, so why not buy them some since i'm flying back this coming Thursday. So i met up KC to aid me in this mission at ION, and wandered around to find the gifts. Stopped by at Pedro and got a belt for my brother! I think it should suit him for his daily office attire. I just hope the size fits, because i haven't seen him for 2 long years. Then we continued walking the whole of Orchard which i finally completed the gifts i wanted. I got a Dockers long sleeves buttoned shirt for my brother. IT WAS AT A MAD DISCOUNT, prior to their clearance sale, it was freaking cut down at $109 to $19!!! HOW MAD IS THAT. The material is top notch i tell you. Moving on, i got my grandfather 2 shirts which i think he will like. Haha, he's a really typical man, who prefers casual and cooling buttoned short sleeves shirt. (:

To round off the day, we had Pepper Lunch and off to Shaw for 'How To Train Your Dragon' in 3D. Damn, that movie was awesome! Really good, really fluent storyline. I like. (:

LAST NOTEEEEEEE, KARA WON THEIR 3RD CONSECUTIVE MUSIC BANK AWARD WITH THEIR HIT SINGLE 'LUPIN'! (L)

EDITED -------------------

I saw my GPA, 2.55! Very bad score. 0.05 less than semester 1, but oh well! What i am really glad for is my Mathematics! You know, i had both E(s) for UT1 and UT2. I thought, it's the end and i am destined to retake this maths in year 2. But, because of someone .. who somehow affected me and actually drove me to work hard to incur a miracle no matter how difficult it is to believe the chances of it happening. I think that person knows who she is. (: Thank You. A very deep and sincere thank you.

Because of you, i did not give up. I made my remaining lessons count and improved the daily grades, stayed back many times to revise and get help for mathematics, to hit a C+ for UT3! To many people, it may not be a good grade, but for a person who never does well in Maths in his life, this is really wonderful! LIKE OMG. My daily grades and UT3 actually saved me! Putting the 2 E(s) i got from UT1 and UT2 aside to round my Mathematics grade into a 'C' !! Again, to that person, thank you. :D

2010-03-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wow, it seems like i didn't know i still have a blog! A non-living diary floating on the net. Great, dear diary, let me type you with beautiful words about my life so far.

Hello, so i can hardly remember what i have been doing uh. I've been to Sentosa, on a freaking rainy day which did not help me to get any tann at all. But it was all worth it with all the fun i had, and of cause the pretty ladies on the beach! Haha. I remembered on that day, i caught a movie with my bud, a local show, Kidnapper. Man, i tell you it was good, but a little exaggerating. I'm not so sure about the right word to describe it, but yeah it was good with something bad, making it good. HAHAHA, shit what did i just talked about? ..

Anyway, i bought a book yesterday. If you've read my twit, you should know! Haha, Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. Written by Rick Riordan. I got it for 20% off, and it was $9+ after the discount. So i believed i've read almost 5o pages since this morning, and my verdict of the book? AWESOME. Oh wait, i know some people are gonna like .. "WTF DAVID? YOU READ BOOKS HUH?! GOOD GOD I THOUGHT I'D NEVER KNOW!!" yeah, i do read, but rarely. That book caught my attention when i was waiting for my friend at Popular, and i know inside me i just have to buy that book! The storyline is about the same as the movie, just that for myself, i think it is better than the movie, even though i think the movie was really good. Haha. Buy it, and you know what i'm talking about. There are a total of 5 sequels to the Percy series, which i'm rather excited for! The movie of cause, the books have already published all 5 series, and i'm gonna read them all. (:

Not the exact print of the cover, but it looked like this. They had 2 covers for the first sequel, and i took this because it is nicer. HAHA.

Anyway, KC stayed over at my house yesterday. It's been a long time since a friend had finally set foot into my house.. usually it is the ladies .. NAHHH, i'm just kidding. I hardly had company at home though, besides my little sister. But yeah, me and KC played my antique PS1 console, watched Avatar on my laptop and playing basketball right to the first ray of sunlight, which we round it off by watching Scary Movie 2! Haha.

Almost got my new phone today but something happened. Urgh, i hate false hopes. Nevermind. Goodbye.

2010-03-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

Mum's getting me Nokia E71! Haha, this will be the first time i'm going to use a Nokia phone since my last when i was in Primary 6! Amazing how i always hated Nokia because i did not like the name. HAHAHA. Oh well. 3.2mgp, not really what i wanted but whatever, i need a new phone now. Urgh.

Something to share! Good piece of music covered by one of my favourite youtube musician! Song is Automatic by Tokio Hotel, covered by Tiffany Jo Allen.

Know what? She's my age. Oh, in addition, she yodels! ;D

2010-03-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello! I had a good day. Brought my little sister out for lunch, and she's so cute. Anyway, i left house to meet my bro, KC at town.

Retrieved my freaking darn Ericsson phone. They're charging $145 for the LCD repair. Haha, so i was like, nah i'd rather get a new phone. But man, its a 2 years ago design .. and can be claimed as my favourite phone so far! Somehow, we wandered into Cineleisure to get our Alice In Wonderland tix in 3D yaw. Bumped into Chloe. Had lunch at Chicago Steakhouse and off to roam around till 7pm when our movie starts.

I'm leaving for Medan on April fool's, so i was looking around for stuffs i could buy for my relatives back there. & man, there were so many things i want to get. Oh well, forget about it. So Alice finishes and i have to say it was not as bad as feared. Rather cute show though. I liked it. (:

Oh, and just yesterday. Watching SNSD videos on youtube, and realise Jessica is not all that gorgeous after all! & my wonderful eyes turned to Yoona. Haha, she's my favourite in SNSD now. SO SWEET LOOKING, TALL, LONG LEGS, NICE HAIR, GOOD CHARACTER.

Nah, i'm not promoting that phone. But look at Yoona! Something is really distinctive in her facial feature that make her so beautiful. But oh well, nothing beats my Goo Hara. ^-^

Right, enough of those kpop-ness. God darn it, Sihui really got me into these. Heh.

2010-03-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

So hey, it's been awhile.
Recently Kara won the Music Bank K-pop Chart for their comeback single "Lupin" and i'm so happy for them! (: They deserve it so much.

As i was browsing through allkpop's post, i saw one of Kara's video up there. It was them performing Lupin for Music Core performance on 6th March 2010. Watch it.

I was hesitating if i should post this up, because Seungyeon had a fall around 1 minute plus. Even though you could see how embarassed and sad after that fall, she got up and continued the song. I have to really give props to her. Mad props. That is professional. And oh come on, she has million of fans being concerned about her, plus, who can really blame such a pretty face?! Haha, and one thing, this is the most possible incident that can ever happen on live stage when you are required to sing and dance. Whatever it is, I LOVE KARA SO MUCH. (:

2010-03-10T14:01:00.003+08:00

I need to start re-adjusting my body clock, and stop waking up in the evening, making my friends wait for me when we're suppose to meet. Urgh.

So, it's been a rough week, at least better than the past 2, i don't have to always stay home and bum. Now that i'm going out so much, like almost everyday, i'm actually about to complain. HAHA. Perhaps its the fatigue that is failing me, like making me dread all the routines to get ready and yadayadas to go out. But hey i'm all good alright.

Today, i'm suppose to be at Far East now for a haircut, but i didn't get to book an appointment, so i was like "david go bang the wall" kind of thoughts. Oh, i'm missing my beats practice too because i have the DKNY event briefing. I feel so bad, to skip beats ..

There you have it, 2:05pm to 5.30pm for a whole lot of time to spend on. Should i just go to the nearby plaza for a saloon and get my hair done? ..

2010-03-05T21:40:00.006+08:00

So recently, i took someone's advise and glad enough, i feel thankful.

Had dinner with my dad's side, because it was grandpa's 80th birthday! He's such a strong man. Well, i sat beside my uncle if you call it. It took me this long to actually managed to open up and talk to them more than before. Haha, for those close friends .. you should know why.

Well, at some moment, my uncle asked me .. "Hey, where's your girlfriend!?" and of cause i went like, "what?" that face, and rounded it off by leaking a wicked smile. He asked why and pointed at my cousin with his girlfriend and i just kept smiling, until he prompted, "Why? Girls very troublesome uh." HAHAHAHAHA. I was like, YEAH. Lol. Ok, girls gonna hate me now after i post this up. But seriously folks, at that time, i didn't know what to answer him.

That actually got me thinking in the car on the way home. What if one day .... haha forget it.

Recently, i've been obsessed with Kpop due to Sihui's influence. nehnehpok. They got so many beautiful korean female singers! Look at these :

Jessica from Girls' Generation! So pretty.

& Of cause, not forgetting my favourite Goo Hara! ;D She's so freaking adorable omg. Why don't Singapore have such cute, pretty, sweet, sing and dance well kind of girls?! ):

Oh, lastly .. my latest obsession!

The almighty Siobhan Magnus. (: She's so awesome. Cool, cute chic who sings so well! I wanna marry all 3 when i grow up! HAHA.

Heh, so we're in March now, and that is mad fast! I cannot seem to imagine how Year2 will be like. Anyway, imma go off now, take care living things, god bless!

2010-03-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello, these few days have been good! So i watched American Idol today and of cause, it definitely puts Singapore Idol to great shame. The girls were performing, and ongoing(ly) i thought i liked Lily Scott a lot for her great identity and voice! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. The last girl to sing, captured me so much i had to make sure America do justice by bringing her far in this competition.

That's right baby, Siobhan Magnus. I have to say she got a really nice name! ;D At such an age, she's so versatile and man, mad vocals. She hit a really high note and haha, goosebumps popped out for the right reasons yaw. I hope she goes far and i really like her personality. (Y)

Oh, Adam Lambert is coming to Singapore for some Universal Studio event.

American Idol Season 8 runner-up, Adam Lambert is coming to Singapore for an exclusive, by-invitation-only, intimate showcase!

It will be a cosy setting in the newly-opened Resorts World Sentosa.

Date: 12th March 2010, Friday
Time: 8.30pm (Doors open at 7.45pm)
Venue: Hollywood Pantages Theater, Universal Studios Singapore®

Adam Lambert will be the FIRST artiste to perform at Universal Studios Singapore.

I've all along being a fan of Adam since his Top12 performance! & Man, i'm so buying the deluxe album. Of cause, the best bet to win the passes is obviously buying more than 1 album to increase your chances! Haha, but honestly, i'm not so hardcore uh. Only 2000 copies in Singapore, which, 500 will be the winning cds. Grab yours now!

2010-03-01T23:39:00.001+08:00

Reality escape.

It worked for some, but i'm still questioning mine.
Like what i always love to keep myself occupied for awhile, and i mean a long while, and getting slapped back to the reality and be depressed. One of my most favourite trick is sleeping. I cancel the length of time i appear to meet the sunlight, cancel the time i am awake for the day, of cause, to not dwell so much in my mind. Hah, you know what, i should stop these useless post.

Well, Hola! I'm getting fat i think. I've been eating non stop, and bumming around the house. My bed and the living room's couch have been my favourite place so far this holiday! I swear i'm becoming lazier every moment. To think i used to have so much discipline when i still had a job, always keeping check of time and etc. Haha, i look really haggard now too. ):
I guess there's nothing much to be told? So imma go off, and take care everyone.

2010-02-27T22:08:00.004+08:00

I'm trying to move on, in fact, i did tried and am still trying.
The other day, Chloe told me that trying isn't a good word because by saying "try", we're actually having the intention to fail.

Yeah, and so i must admit, i did had the intentions to fail. Deep inside i know myself too well. Whatever that brings tomorrow .. I could not care less or much already. Perhaps I'm just not as strong as i was before. I hate to copy, but Mahirah, sorry but i'm gonna use your line. Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart. Goodbye.

2010-02-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey, what's cooking? (:
I just got back from Tampines .. Met up my bro(s) for some happy hours. What else but good old heineken toasts! Yeah, sobriety.

So weeks had past, and holidays are deducting real fast. What have i done or achieved so far? Best Bummer Award. Nothing but spending money. God, i'm such a douche. I'm not gonna get a job at this rate i'm sure. Anyway, it's Saturday tomorrow ..

Haha, thoughts. Goodbye, and god bless.

2010-02-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

I can spend my whole morning, afternoon, night just watching them. Especially my beloved Hara! Omg, i fell in love with her so bad.

Damn, i love Kara. Cute girls, dance well, sing well, damn!

Hara is the pink one. (:
But i think Seongyeon danced the best. The purple one! Her hips and butt movement are top notch babeh.

2010-02-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

Oh hey. I had an expensive day today. Haha, i met up KC to celebrate his friend's birthday. I've no idea why was i involved but okay.

Had Swensens! The first time i'm trying their Beef Lasagna. I tell you, PizzaHut's lasagna is way below Swensens'. Freak man, why did i try it only today. Haha, yeah it was that good. Especially with the spinach addition. 3 thumbs up.

& They wanted to Sheesha. I was pretty reluctant uh considering i just did a week plus ago, but i joined along because it was KC's friend's birthday. Heh, Grape Mint this time. I couldn't taste the grape but the mint was awesome. Didn't take in much, i don't wanna die early. We stayed at the place for almost 2 hours due to the rain, we had to stay indoors. But we got out and had Thai Express at Ilumna. WOOO. Best meal i've had this year. Despite all the sweating, spiciness and whatever, i was in love with the beef noodle! Darn.
Oh, we went to the arcade for awhile. Like just for the Mario Kart racing game! i think we played like 4 or 5 times straight! Yeah, why was it an expensive day? THE MEALS! We spent almost $200 JUST ON FOOD. Heh, cool.

Well, Mahirah was finally free enough to upload the photos from Isabel's CNY party. Just one that i will share.

This is my brother/classmate/healthexpert Isaac. & I realised i blended in with the walls. WHITE FTW! (Y) Oh, i'm slim shady.

Last note for the post, hmm. I got another invitation to work for the DKNY event on March! At least i'm glad i will be doing something to earn some cash, rather than bumming at home all day. Heh, and mum confirmed with me that we'll be flying back to Medan on April Fool's! (: Alright, goodnight everyone.

2010-02-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

We haven't talk in a while. ):

2010-02-19T23:45:00.001+08:00

Met that weird guy at Dhoby Ghaut around 3pm. Handed him the Korg Poly 61m. Man, i barely owned that antique for 2 months and i've sold it. I hope he takes good care of it .. ): Oh, so i was carrying it, big and bulky then you know those train officers walking around in green uniform? One of them approached me and the first thing that came into my mind was to ask if he could check it. Well you know .. for bomb or whatever. Turns out, asking me if i was going for a gig or what. Haha, he's a synth player too and was telling me how much more he could offer to buy it off from me. Yeah, i just made a new friend like that.

Watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief with KC today.
That show totally brought Ancient Greek fantasy to a whole new level i must say. A little tricky at some parts but it was all good and awesome as a whole. Damn, i love this movie to bits.

Best movie i've watched so far this 2010, and shall be my all time favourite movie after Titanic. Strongly recommend anyone to watch it. Haha, i'm like so into all those Zeus, Poseidon and Hades fantasy powers right now. I wanna be Percy when i grow up! LOL. But yeah, mad awesome show. DemiGods are so cooooooooooooool.

Met up KC's friend and off we go to Jln Besar Stadium for Tampines Rovers vs SAFFC. 1-1 was the scoreline and i can really tell why Singapore never wants to have a bigger stadium. Just look at the fans, even though there are minorities of hardcore fans, the majority made the stadium look so bad. Like, their purpose was not to watch the match, but criticise the players and refrees. HAHA. Oh well. Singaporeans.

Bye for now. I'm bored.

2010-02-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

I'm so not given up yet.
Because this road is long, and my heart will always go on.

Casual. Cool. Hold on.

2010-02-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

Heyo, supposed to be 4:29am right now on 17th February 2010.

Nevermind, so i had an awesome but funny night over at Isabel's CNY party. Thanks Isabel for inviting. Chloe, Mahirah, Eddie, Fareaha, Isaac and Pauline were there too. Nice drinks, nice games, nice chats, nice night. (: I almost lost myself but i was lucky enough to stay sober, haha. Love you people.

Right, so last Friday or was it? I forgot, but yeah i met up Aufa, KC and Daren for our intended spectator roles for the new S League teams' match. But things got different and we sheesha(ed) instead. Lol.

Total Ballism yaw!

Whatever that means uh.

2010-02-15T21:37:00.007+08:00

So hey, i'm back from Desaru after a so-so 2D1N experience.

All i can comment about Lotus Resort was .. terrible. So what if their number of apologies outnumber the people living there? They've got terrible service, management and urgh, not very impressive facilities. First time there, and the last time. THEIR POOL FUCKING DIRTY.

Most of the fun came on the 2nd day. Had good breakfast at the buffet, and went back to change to get ready for jetski. HEHE. My first time. So my elder younger sister took with me, and haha she sat in front. I didn't know i could control the speed of the jet by pressing lightly. Guess what, i made my sister have phobia of jetski when she rode it with me. Haha, cause i pressed the engine fully and vroooom, haha almost fell off the jet couple of times. Seriously, the sea was really scary. Waves are like how many times more and higher than Singapore's ECP. Partly because it's the open sea, which i think leads to South China Sea? I don't know but haha it was all fun and i ferried my cousin next and she had a good experience because i realized the handle has its gear. Played around the shore, fighting the waves and many more. It was fun, and that was it, my best memories for the day. OH OH! The fireworks by the beach last night was really beautiful though .. but i wish i could, sit by your side and watch it together. FINALLY, i ate freaking hell lot of seafood at some restaurant. Darn. Can never freaking get enough of that lobster. 987766859847 thumbs up.

I'm back now, badly sunburnt.
Heh, and you know. The Carpenter's Yesterday Once More was the soundtrack throughout my trip? I've listened to it for almost more than 50 times i think. I just love the tune and melodical flow with the deep meanings in every sentences .. (:

I miss you!

2010-02-13T17:18:00.003+08:00

Lalala, thoughts ..
Enjoy your reunion dinner everyone.

Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

2010-02-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

Thanks for having breakfast with me! (: It meant a lot. Really do.(L)

L

2010-02-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm glad mathematics' over. But one thing for sure, i know it will not be a pleasant grade. Sigh, i guess Year 2 i'll need to retake this pathetic module. Darn it (x9999999948).

Had some fun in town today with initial plan to go IndoChine for some booze awhile later. But we didn't, oh well. Passed by NewLook at 313, and this beautiful denim outer wear totally caught my eyes. What was even better was the price reduction of almost 50%! How can i not buy it. Haha. It may come in handy though.

Look at this stack of money, everyone needs many of these papers regardless of the situation. Right now, i'm so jobless, and so freaking tight on cash and i'm still spending. Haha! I called up Topman headquarters though, if you call it. Heh, they told me the minimum working rate is 6 times per week as part timers. I don't think i can do that, school's a bitch. Sigh.

St Valentine's Day in a few days time .. :/

Thoughts

2010-02-10T02:17:00.002+08:00

Bruised & Scarred - Mayday Parade

It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made
Baby what's it like to be alone?
(Baby, what's it like to be alone)
I don't want to know, I don't want to know

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know
(More than we want to know)
About how we're letting go
(About how we're letting go)

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

Just thoughts .. i tear(ed) at the chorus. ):
My fault to begin with anyway ..

2010-02-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hello, i just woke up few moments ago. 1:45am now and this shall be a Tuesday, 9 February post.

So i had a fun day today. Cognitive UT was not so bad, thank god, because i did no revision at all but if you considered last minute read-through(s), then fine. But it is most of the time, when it is easy, my grades are lousier. You see, previous 2 Cognitive UT(s) i got A(s) because they were pretty tricky and tough. Somewhat ..

Uh huh, had Mathematics revision as planned with W45L. Thanks Kawi, you've been of great help. Without you, i will not be able to understand any topic myself. So we're done around 3 plus in the noon and all decided to go home. Well, not for me ..
I'd rather stay out late then go home and have nothing to do, inviting all the plausible occurence of silence moments where i'll think so much i feel hurt. I called up KC for an allowing-me-to-waste-his-time outing. Again, i'm rather sorry for being such a last minute fellow.

But it was all good, walking around Tampines1 with all the aimless aim to waste time and forget about all the nonsense life's giving us. And guess what, i met my wonderful neck-terrorizor-swordswoman-exgf Lina K Chan and her friend. HAHAHAHA. Sorry i became an ass and probably made a fucking fool out of myself just now. But you're so nice you would understand my situation right! Hehe! Like finally after 94857863574989596785783479 x 345897658957 years, we've met. Glad to see you growing well and still as bitchy. ;D

They left later on.

Me and KC thought that the show must go on, whatever that is. So we got ourselves some beverages and chilled at Tampines Stadium, which i later came out with a crazy idea to human travel from our location to Simei then to Expo. Yes we did. We walked all the way there, by the busy roads and abandoned lands with all the funny antics like walking backwards, screaming at passing cars. Ahh, you know. I felt better doing all these. We hit Expo at around 8pm plus plus, with intention to settle the night with Subway. Sadly, they were closing that early apparently, and 7-11 was our life saver for the moment. MRT-ed to Pasir Ris and home sweet home by bus.

Thanks bro, i'd rather spend my day off like that then to coup myself at home with all the thinking you have to go through alone during quiet moments. I enjoyed myself. I relieved myself, not urinating, but the heavy heart of mine. Thanks again bro. & Lina, for the last night chat. I certainly felt better. I love my friends. God bless.

Oh, best thing, Mathematics UT tomorrow. Hallelujah!

2010-02-08T23:09:00.004+08:00

I'm having the 2 sides of myself now. Happy & Sad.

HAPPY :
I finally got my clothes for the new year. Yeah i burnt too much even though i'm still fucking without a job.

SAD :
Because .. something didn't turned out the way i wanted it to be. But it is good for i finally get the message now. Oh well, you do know i'm a stubborn bull. Nothing's gonna stop me, for i think everything will be worth the pain and efforts. Well, of cause i will give you the respect you need. Thank you and sorry too. Unless .. one day i can win my mind.

So emotions aside and let's reminisce about W45L's history.

Look at all the beautiful and cheerful faces, covering their angst inside them of leaving each other. Look at our mentor, standing proudly and so ever steady to reverse any downfall of us all. W45L was honestly, a much closer class than my first semester. I don't lie. Oh well, as the saying goes .. good things doesn't last and apparently it came to an end. Good luck everyone, be the hated, loved or neutral(ed) be long gone and peace to the world. You've made me a better person in many ways. You've made me a much happier and livelier person. Thank you and god bless to each and everyone of you.

W45L is loved. May you all have eternal success ..

2010-02-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

Deep thoughts.

You know the phrase/quote or whatever, "There are many other fishes in the sea.." is a little over used, or rather, rubbish. Look at things this way, just because a failure puts you off, you move on to the next one so quickly. This way, how are you going to get the right one should the previous hits you got could be yours without a 2nd or a 3rd try? .. You get what i mean?

"There is a girl for every guy."

This can come along after the first quote above. But it also applies to my opposite of that first quote above. You see, if we're gonna always move on one after another, the chances of getting the right partner may be as little. I know i may sound absurb, but this is what i think. I may be so wrong, you feel like gorging my brain out but hey, this is my opinion.

I don't know about you all, but for myself, the girl i've liked since last year still lingers in my mind. I did tried to move on, but it never works out, because i know she is special, and i very much want to be with her. I can describe it comically like how i am willing to physically dig out my heart and give it to her to show my sincerity. I mean what i said. Look, to me, if that girl is worth the wait and fight for, why not put in that extra effort and belief in yourself? I'm sure it will touch her someday. & To actually prove it, i shall do just that and hope that my special darling will be touched one day.

If you're reading this, i love you. Really do.
& If you're asking why, this is why. (:
For i'm holding on to every chances i forsee with my heart.

2010-02-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Whats up living things!

Time flies, thursday's dying in 23mins time. I had a pretty good last week of school though, even though there's one more last schooling day of Year 1 tomorrow. You know, it is also the times when we like to reminisce at the very end of the semester where we will all be going our separate ways ..

W45L was a rather, much closer class, honestly. & Well, good things do not always last, but i hope we will get together for a BBQ or something puhhleaseee?

Alright, moving on. I was browsing through my pictures on FaceBook and looking at how much i changed from my first tagged picture. Change as in physically appearance. Well, practically. Nothing much except for the hair. I used to be such a tard guy with weird hair in secondary school days, and went into Poly with a rebonded silk on my head, till now. A regular guy with a decent hair for my age. I guess?

For some whom have not seen me with my long ass hair, here you go. Yeap it is me.

Haha, i just miss the really long sides where i would always hate it for awhile for stealing my food. Well, it's trimmed and good now. Enough of the hair aite, lets go into .. i'm not sure what to talk about.

Hmm, tomorrow's Web & New Media. Saturday's first final year test, Communications. My worst fear is of cause, Mathematics. But i'm very thankful for my classmates today for studying with me in the library today, especially Kawi was constantly being patient and guiding me topic by topics, problem by problems. We had McD afterwards and some of us left later on. Sigh, my first year in poly is really amazing. Like, amazingly amazing. So much to tell. Heh! Bye.

2010-02-03T08:53:00.003+08:00

Hello, so early right now and i'm so freak-ass sleepy. But it was all worth the fun! ;D

Yesterday i had Mathematics revision with Isabel and Mahirah. Well some joined later on during our McDonald dinner. Not so bad! & Another Maths revision on Thursday. I'mma hit a B for Maths this time. Just you see. *crosses finger*

Got home, chat with Mahirah the whole night. Being asked to do many stuffs so i can feel sleepy and get to sleep! Haha, oh well.

Good Morning!

2010-02-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello, it's been awhile since a proper post. Alright here we go!

Last week of fucking Year 1, with 1 more week of UT(s) and we're done. What a life it had been so far, i mean time flies. Maybe it didn't fly at all, more like teleport. Haha, oh well life's been good and how's everybody? Nah, no one's reading my blog.

Anyway, i've been having a serious obsession that has became a wishlist item in matter of seconds. Yeap, you guessed it. BlackBerry Bold 9000. I fell in love so fast, faster than how you can shoot your pee into the urinal. Alright i'm lame and disgusting and. Oh, i need a new phone anyway, my stupid K850i died on me despite sending it for repair thrice. Now it's my spare K610i saving my life. I doubt it can last any longer though, so i hope i can own a berry soon. Like ASAP yaw!

Yes, good news! I've recovered from my throat infection and freaking bacteria crap shiiat. & It's back to terrorizing every echo with my voice, singing my favourite tunes of the day. (Y) Cool or what! Haha, yeah i am so glad i've recovered. My appetite was terrible the time i was sick.

Chinese New Year's coming fella(s)! And yours truly only got himself one new shirt. I doubt i'll have the time to shop for somemore, busy week. Tomorrow's Career Fair, and BeatsEncore's performing. Uh huh, it means i'll have to skip Maths 2nd meeting. (Y) Hopefully, we'll be revising after school. I need desperate help for my maths. Double E's for both maths UTs.

Some pictures of my sweet little pet, Zixxie Ann Lexus. HAHAHAHA, i came out with the 2 last name on ze spot. It'll be one year companionship on St Valentine's Day. I still remembered me and Crystal went to Nich house to collect this little sexy beast. (:

Oh well, i hope all lovebirds enjoy the upcoming Feb14 and everyone a Happy Chinese New Year. Take care and god bless you with endless good health.

2010-01-27T23:57:00.001+08:00

I still like you.
All i need is this 2nd chance.

2010-01-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hola everyone. Sorry i've been really busy these few days. Had intense beats practices for Career Fair 2010 show on 2nd Feb. What more, school's fucked up nowadays. It pays to not pay attention now. No more fooling around. ):

YOU KNOW WHAT'S WORST?

I got a bad throat inflammation. Terrible state, i can hardly swallow. There goes my appeitite, and delicious food. The saddest thing is, i cannot do my regular night singing for awhile now. But hey, at least i've got my Korg Poly 61m for company! Hehe, yeah i bought this 2nd hand grandfather synthesizer from soft for S$200. I would say it is a pretty ripped off price for an old junkie that is 6/10 for its condition, otherwise the sounds still good. Thank God.

Nah i didn't snap this ugly picture from my phone, i took it from google. I have some Zixxie pictures to share though! Will put it up soon enough!

Back to my daily rants. You know. I'm quitting PizzaHut, because i've zero interest left in it. Yes, the people and workers are nice, but it will be better for an environment switch to test myself isn't it. This coming Saturday shall be my last shift, and i'm off for a better job. Isaac told me i could go for interview at Club Attica soon, but on the other hand, NewUrbanMale's on my list too. So it is either one, but fear not i'll choose one soon. Right now, imma go off and recuperate. Goodnight everyone and god bless you with best of health.

2010-01-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey, PizzaHut closed at 9:40pm today because we ran out of dough following the tough crowd we had today. What else, yours truly was the CSR and i was too good looking customer had to come and dine inside. HAHA.

Yeah, it was mad crazy crowd today and the kitchen staffs were complaining to me to hold on to the queue for awhile. But man, i can't do that. Oh well, it ended well and was all good because we ended early. Sigh. Bye for now.

2010-01-12T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hello. Sorry for always leaving my blog not updated recently. But hey, UT2 is over and yeah it means we need to look forward for UT3. Scary shits i know, tell me about it man. I don't want to retake Mathematics, please? ..

So today, took the train and waited for KC at Queenstown. Met Lynn in the train and haha, stupid thing. Must make fun of my mandarin! >: Oh well, followed her direction, me and KC landed at Queensway Shopping mall within moments. Surveyed around for a pair of shoes because i know my current black shoe is dying of skin cancer. Haha, yes it really is that bad.

Got this pair of bad ass Nike Sneaks at a discounted price! Good freaking deal. Canvas though, not something i told myself to buy. But well, i like and love it. (: Continued our aimless hunt and got ourselves some Dri-Fit shirts. I could use it for my workouts in future. Hehe. Stopped by a laptop skin shop later on and got myself an awesome Decepticon logo skin. $16/- inclusive of his service to laminate it for me. Not bad right! (Y)

So yeah, i got dumb for a day when i tried to dodge my colleague in the PH kitchen. Yes, i used my fingers to support myself from the squeezy pathway and i happily landed them on the cover of the oven. No, not the small one.. but the large shit oven that pizzas are thrown underneath for 7 to 15mins. I forgot the temperature but it was bad ass. The burnt bubbles(not sure what they are called) surfaced, and i had to hide my left hand in my pocket most of the time now. Urgh. Well, that's about it and Aufa, happy now? So stop using my beautiful name to torture my tagboard yo.

2010-01-07T23:38:00.004+08:00

So i've been very depressed about the death of my favourite tee of all time.

My white blessthefall shirt. Was reported to have flown off the laundry when my maid was putting the poles outside the window. Of cause i was fuming hardcore, but argh. I was so sad alright! It took a ship to reach here, and i happily waited for 3 weeks plus for it to arrive. I was cursing, why wasn't it the black one that flew off instead? Haha, because i prefer the white one to the black. But man, i love this fucking band. I tried to re purchase it online, but i just realized POSB Go! card sucks so much. What a lousy debit card. I could not purchase online stuffs with Go! what the fucking fuck man. And yes, i returned to sad mode. ): Omg, it was so dear to me alright, and i wore it less than 15 times only can! Urgh.

Moving on, we had Maths UT2 today and haha. No need to say any further. Another E, or even a F. I did only like a few of the sub questions, plus it may not be right. Till now, i'm still not making my mark in mathematics. It is sad you know. ): Well, the only nice to celebrate about today is my Cognitive UT2, i got another A grade! ;D

So well folks, i think most of you know of me trying to sell of my Volcom backpack. I have to admit i got this bag on impulse, because i used it barely for a month and i got myself a new bag and totally casted my volcom aside.

- It has the buckles at the front, for the skaters, you know it is for your convenience to hang your board in it.
- Personally, the best part was the inner tongue. Look at the red feature with that huge logo inked. It is that sweet.
- The back is comfortably cushioned with sufficient sponge.

The Volcom Orthodox Backpack.

Key Features of the Volcom Orthodox Backpack:

100% 600d polyester
18 1/2"h x 12"w x 7"d
Five compartments
Front panel stone" embroidery/applique and an all-over 5-color "f.a. ozzie wright" print

http://www.the-house.com/vo5otxcmy8zz-volcom-backpacks.html?utm_source=nextag&utm_medium=ppc&utm_campaign=shopcomparefeed

I got it for S$89 at Flash N' Splash Heeren, till now it was kept in the original plastic bag. So no defects at all, good as new and going off for a sweet S$60/-- on 2nd hand deal. Anyone, or any of your friends interested? I feel bad for this bag because it is so new to be not used. So i'd rather i hand it over to someone who will use it for good.

2010-01-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

Hello world. First day of school after a mid sem2 break. All's well and i sat beside a hot babe in the bus on the way to school! What a great start to the morning!

Had cognitive, but i left halfway. Not going to talk about it but we went to the library and tried the new cafe opened inside. I ordered Beef Bolognese and i will not compare it to Pizza Hut's. All i can say is that the one in the library is kind of, too wet for a pasta. But it was all good value for money at $4.85 per plate. Haha, played pool in the cafe. Man, this school really knows how to make money. $2 for a game, not recommended for the pro(s) huh, because you may finish it too quickly and you'll have to keep topping up 2 darn bucks to have a new game. Haha, not worth it.

Well, me and Kawi went for Adventure Learning today. Did absceiling. Been awhile since i did all these high elements from camps. But haha, luckily i still got the roots and didn't die. (:

OH, my little sister, Crystal, enrols in her first day of primary school education! How cute is that! And what a brother i was to think she would cry, but she was a brave girl and did not. (': I think she enjoyed herself though! ;D

Web & Media UT tomorrow. Haha! No comment! kthxbai.

2010-01-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, i sat down and open up blogger. Feared to type for i had so much to share! Haha! Met up with Anis first at HarbourFront and we joined Hanu, Cheryl, Jezze and Vena at The Float. Just that moment we walked into the standing area, Sezairi and his band mates walked past us as he finished his item. This shows how unimportant Singapore Idols is, for they don't care should there be a mad fan gushing towards them or even attacking them if they hates them. Haha. See girls, Singapore Idols are staged for the money.. Oh, i mean, YOUR money.

So after the idols performed StarStrukk, we decided to satisfy ourselves .. i mean, our stomach. Haha, had SubWay and it was really crowded with like only a 4 seater table to fit the not so many of us. Well, we had our fill and we even cheated them of a sandwich extra, not because we intended to, but the workers were dumb. (Y) Returned to the pit, and got right to the middle and front. The stage was awesome and i have to admit Sylvia and Mae's fucking hot. Huda's cute. Haha, nah i'm not really a fan of Singapore Idols but these girls are hot stuffs! (: Oh, i forgot to mention Jezze's Faizal Isa's brother. So yeah somehow we met Mae and some of the idols outside their dressing room for awhile. Mae is hot. HOT. Hot. Ok.

This picture reminded me what Gurmit said. .. "18 years old, go to the floating platform and dance! 17 and below, go home with your mother!" Something like that haha. Because the dancefloor are opened to 18 and above just cause there were drinks. But we got in. Haha. Pretty easily.

Jezze, Anis, Yours Truly.

HAHA, THIS PART. Me and Jezze were laughing so hard about how the YOG 2010 mascot were like handicaps! They obviously cannot see because of their costume. So the host(s) had to hold them and walk with them. FUCKING FUNNY, AND THE MASCOTS' FOOTSTEP DAMN CUTE. HAHAHA.

Da Mouth. Or something like that. Yeah, the girl's very pretty, and i can stand the fact she kept striking so many sexy poses during her dance. HAHA. I melted.

Another hot stuff. Michelle Chia. Haha, woah i'm like going the CountDown to check out chics.

I forgot who is this. But she was good. At singing of cause.

The crew.

And we were eventually bored of the Marina dancefloor because the music sucks. I remembered i saw this guy in Man Utd shirt, doing Michael Jackson dance moves. HAHA, best part. HE ALONE SIA. Shiok sendiri. Yeah, met Ben and Faiz somehow. Oh, and some secondary school friends too.

Cheryl brought us to Emily Hills. Nice girls, nice drinks, nice ambience. (Y) Made new friends there. If i remembered correctly.. her name is Shima. Awesome. Haha.

I have to admit i looked like a fucking kid in a bar.

Got home around 6.45am. Slept, for 2 hours or so, got up for work at 11am. T^T

Whatever, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! MAY GOD BLESS EVERYONE OF YOU!

2009-12-29T20:43:00.002+08:00

R.I.P James Owen Sullivan (The Reverend Tholomew Plague)

I hereby, expressing my deepest condolences to probably one of the world's best drummers passing. The Rev was one of my favourite drummers of all time and to learn about his death is the last thing i ever want to know. It is sad how 2009 has already taken so many honourable idols away from living Earth. I hope Avenged Sevenfold all the best and i really hope they can get a drummer almost as good as The Rev because to me, he is the best and no one is better than him. God bless his soul and may he rest beautifully in peace ..

This picture is my old blog. I remembered it was done by Lina Chan, personally for me. Because back then, i was compared to him because of how skinny he is and the hair and tiny eyes. Oh well, his legacy lives on and the inspiration he left behind shall stay forever till infinity and beyond. Seriously, this is so far the saddest death i'm feeling so terrible about first(ed) after the pop king Michael Jackson ..

2009-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello world, i had a wonderful Xmas Eve and the festive day itself! On the eve, we were waiting outside Compass Point for PizzaHut to close so we could all flock in and party! Haha, but i met Jacq on the way and walked her home. (:

Got back to the party and we had so much good food and gifts exchange! Really nice to spend it with people you work with actually. Haha. KC stayed over at my house because he had no more bus to go home. So we stayed up overnight and played PS1! HAHA. I owned his ass in Winning Eleven. (Y) Well, i got some sleep after he left.

Then around 5pm plus i went off to City Hall to meet my people for our Xmas outing. Hehe.

This is just one of the pictures. My favourite. Haha, more at my FaceBook if you wanna have a look. There's just too many to upload here. We were clever, because we knew the train will be packed shit, so we decided to walk from City Hall all the way to Orchard. What can we lose huh, beautiful sceneries and crowd .. rather than squeezing your ass off in the train.

So much fun i swear, thank you guys so much for making this a really happening Christmas! I hope everyone had a nice and good one. (:

Oh, just recently, i got really addicted to ke$ha's TiK ToK, but hey i still have my music roots. (:

ke$ha looks like a man here i swear. She's such a trashy bitch but we all love her cuteness! And for sure, Katy Perry is the most gorgeous singer alive! (: Hehe, i'm going off now. Bye!

2009-12-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hey, a rough start to the day but it was a good day spent. Met my buddy KC for our tanning session. Hmm, not a very good day to do so but well, i got some tiny bit color change. OH, before heading for Siloso, I got myself a Pierre Cardin wallet at a very bargain buy oh my goodness! You know, TANGS was having 20% and plus Singtel users get 5% off! I got like total 25% off for that wallet. Freaking satisfied.

So we got bored and started playing with the sand.. and we got this.

THE TITS SO AWKWARD. HAHA BUT IT WORKS, IT WORKED. With a huge .. tunnel.. *coughs* Oh, no, we didn't put water in it. We just kept digging and water rose up from there.

So KC punished that fucking slut by destroying her beautiful tunnel.

Finished, we had our wash up. Hit LJS for dinner. Man, i had a huge fill at that restaurant. Totally worth the money. Walked around, surveyed so many stores for our wishlist! Oh, it is a really sad thing i cannot buy myself a top, becuase i'm under MassGain, and any moment then i will overgrow the size if i get shirts now.

Hehe, a picture of my beloved sister to end off my post. So long my friends. God bless!

2009-12-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey people. It's been a wild 2009, and it will be tamed pretty soon in matter of weeks!

Christmas is near and well, i hope everyone will spend it well! A walk down Orchard Road admiring the beautiful crowd and lightnings will definitely be just much to ask for though. Haha, man, i think i'm a little over excited. Hmm, everyone wants present on Christmas! So i have my top wish and i hope Santa reads this for i've been a good boy this year!

It's a Yamaha PSR-E413! Haha, yes ask me, why a keyboard? If you know me well enough, i'm a person who loves to experiment and explore. I've never owned a keyboard before, and i really want to learn how to play! Now i'm sounding desperate. Ok, but well i hope i will get this beast one day. (: OH LAST NOTE. I gained weight! :D

2009-12-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey, good times.

So i've been on my MassGain-ing adventure to gain weight of cause. Well, my body seems to be starting to reject it everytime i take it nowadays. Vomitting's like a routine, but man, no pain, no gain. I'm still on it brothers, no worries. (:

Oh, the other day, i was at TRCC and i met Farhan, Tabitha and Duane. Nah, not that i'm a friend of theirs, just walked past them. It is funny how Duane always follows them, i mean, are the other 2 trying to rope Duane to RP for next year? LOL. But yeah, i don't know. That kid already wasted his O Levels, i hope he did well though.

Anyway, holidays started like 2 days ago, and well time passed pretty darn fast. I mean man, looking back at how i started 2009 .. the freaking roller coaster was mad rush. Like you know, the ups were really high up and downs were really deep down. But i'm glad i finally settled in poly life and adapting everything now. (: Looking forward to 2010 though! Goodbye! (:

Happy birthday Sangeetha & Isaac! ;D

2009-12-14T08:04:00.004+08:00

What a weekend!

SATURDAY: Got up early to go for work. Well, i have to say Pizza Hut's crowd has recently deteriorated a lot. It was not as busy when i first started working there. I mean, work just got easier .. well at least by a little. So i clocked out at 4pm to rush off for HarbourFront, saw the Singapore Idol girl, Charlene Torres-San Tan or something? She looked like a total tuls, but i have to admit she's hot. Met Syukri and Isaac. We ventured our way into Marc Jacobs' event! Yeah we got invited. HAHA! Nah, we were there to work, hoping to find sugamummy(s) at the show. LOL. It was an event in collaboration of Bunalun, Club21 and Marc Jacobs. We were under Bunalun, as waiters to serve alcoholic drinks like Remy Cucumber, Contrea Politan, Champagne and of cause Organic Strawberry Lemonade. Best part was, we drank the drinks whenever possible. HAHA, so we were kinda fucking asses. Except for Syu because he doesn't drink. But yeah, the show goes on and man, i have to say the chics were awesome! Not to mention gays too. I had an incident with one though. I was serving Organic Beefball(s), and this fag stopped me and went .. "Hey, i think you need some of those, come i feed you." !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, i didn't do much but played along and opened my mouth to eat it up. HAHA. I was fed by a gay, for the first time. T^T Haha, many things happened and i don't think i should mention it here. Oh, have i mentioned that there were celebreties too! Like Jeanette Aw and some others. My friends got to serve them! Oh, i happened to see the arrival of one of the taiwanese celeb, then like how fashion show and every prestigous show, they got those event backgrounds, and the celeb stand infront for photo shots. DAMN AWESOME. Well, the after show part was way too awesome though. The stage room turned into a club, like seriously. The lightning changed and the music was so good, everyone danced on the runway stage. Haha, we waiters just have to dance a long man.. HOLDING THE TRAYS. HAHAHA. Finished around 1am .. Went to classmates' for sleepover. Had couple of drinks and got wasted. Nice. (:

I didn't go home after sleepover, because it was too late as i have work at 5pm. Yeah, with that shagginess and awful mood of mine i brought all to work until closing. Urgh. Haha. Bye.

2009-12-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

I know I'm not there to hold you,
Look up see the sky that I do,
You make me, the happiest of men,
I am the happiest of men,

And if God takes me before you,
I just want you to know I love you,
And you made me, the strongest of all men,
I'll remain the happiest of men

I'm sorry.
I'm an asshole.
I'm sorry and i totally deserve all these. Really sorry ..

2009-12-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hey, busy week!
I got my supplement today!

Anyway, i studied with Lynn and her friends after school today. Marketing UT2 tomorrow! Scary enough to get a freaking D+ for UT1 .. Alright, otherwise i've got nothing else. So, goodbye and stay healthy! (:

2009-12-06T05:02:00.004+08:00

I've Moved On ..

Hey lovely friends, 5:02am right now.

My week has got to be one of my worst week every this semester. I hardly had the right mood to blog or even think of what to blog about.

I had work today from 12pm to closing. Somehow i was invited to chill somewhere, so i was like why not? Yeap, had couple of beer. I was desperately wanting to get drunk because i just want to have a good free time in seven heaven. At least for a moment .. Anyway, we landed at Aufa's house in the end and ended up watching ManCity Vs Chelsea match. Haha, Aufa, suck on that man. Chelsea LOST big time. (:

So it was already 4:15am and the match ended a few minutes ago. Uh huh, no bus home. What else but to strut down from SengKang to Punggol in that eerie darkness alone. It is amazing how i manage to conquer the sobriety challenge and made it home. Showered, and currently here.

And hey, you know girl .. even though it is a few times of seeing each other in school for a week, nothing ever felt that beautiful even with that simple sweet smile of yours, and i yearn for it almost every moment. This may sound very old .. but, all i want for X'mas is you.

2009-12-01T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hey, good day. So here's some song lyrics that is making me dance right now!

So hot out the box can we pick up the pace?
Turn it up, heat it up I need to be entertained
Push the limit, are you with it?
Baby, don’t be afraid
I’m a hurt ‘ya real good, baby

Let’s go it’s my show
Baby, do what I say
Don’t trip off the glitz
That I’m gonna display
I told ya I’ma hold ya
Down until you’re amazed
Give it to you ’til your screaming my name

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way you’ll ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Chorus
Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m about to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

It’s alright you’ll be fine baby, I’m in control
Take the pain take the pleasure
I’m the master of both
Close your eyes not your mind
Let me into your soul
I’ma work ya ’til your totally blown

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way you ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Chorus
Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
You fallen angel swept ya off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

Entertainment…
I’m here for your entertainment…
Do you like what you see?
Let me entertain ya ’till you scream

Chorus
oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
You fallen angel swept ya off your feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

This is Adam Lambert's new single. Sounds like a song for a stripper though. BUT WTHECK MAN, I LOVE THIS SINGER. (:

2009-11-29T23:59:00.008+08:00

A lot like love?

Man, i have 2 friends falling out of love just this weekend. Will that word 'Love' ever stop torturing people? Haha, i doubt so and well, hi i'm here to update you about my mysterious weekend adventure. Fasten your seatbelts and hold on my ass tight!

Bonjour! Ever had a time you thought you had the world's coincidence at your hands and you stumbled across your beautiful report books of your past schools? I freaking did. My North Spring Primary report book was lying on my desk, so nicely placed. Of cause i flipped open. You know, i was such a good kid. Nah, average to be exact. Sure does bring a lot of memories back you know, so i decided to dig out my SKSS report book too. I realized something in my semester grades. My English and Chinese were really constant. My English was either B3 or B4 throughout, and my mandarin was C5 or C6 until secondary 3 onwards i started to have F9(s) because of the lack of interest.

My point is, i find it really funny when parents send their children for language tuition. You know, language to what i know of, cannot be inculcated from a tutor. It is a subject that is built in you, don't you think so? What's the point of wasting those money for language tutors that will still make you get the same grades? Yes, i experienced such times before. I had Chinese tuition before, and that was back in primary school days. The most i improved was like by a grade or 2? Yeah, i mean, it is all in the mind and interest to pursue for the good grades in language subjects, if you're good at it and you know it, you will be good at it and will know it. Sigh.

One more thing about all these education stuffs. I bumped into my polytechnic choices list i chose last year. Yeah, Singapore Polytechnic took like almost half of the 12 choices. Haha, then i was thinking. If i didn't put Republic Poly in my last choice, will i be dumped into one of the choices in the list? I mean RP was my only choice and it was the last one. Well, i don't think i will be what i am if i didn't come to RP. The people i'll look up to will not be the same as the one i'm looking up to now in RP. Well, may be a little late, but i'm thankful for what my friends had done to manuvuer my life into the right track in my growing up years. Happy ThanksGiving! <3

Alright, just to wrap things up, my parents and sisters are leaving for Bangkok i think, in like 5 hours time. SIA flight oh my god. I've never been in SIA. Haha, it sucks to have school at such period of time. But whatever, i will get my chance i hope ..

Wait, remember i told you i wrote a song? I think i shall put it up here. Not the best though but haha it was an instant right on the spot composition! You know when something interesting hits you, you want to remember it down so badly, so i had to grab a paper and pen! Totally.

Once upon a time of my life,
I had this dream that i dreamt of
Twice a day and I'll doze off
In fear and faith i'm still searching for

Maybe the fate has got all it had to say
That i'll never ever feel this way again

CHORUS

That i want you by my side
Every night, every moment i have
This is the time that i'll die for you

I got the tune for my chorus, but .. i still cannot find that sufficient inspiration to complete this song. ): Someone at least suggest a title?

What are you guys thankful for anyway? ..

2009-11-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sup people. I'll try tone this excitement down a little, but oh yeah there's nothing to be excited about. Damn, you know i wish i can like just film myself doing a vlog and post it here. So much easier to translate my intention! Haha.

Well, i've been immersed with DMC4 for awhile though. Nero's fucking handsome, and he fights so well. I wanna be like him when i grow up! Haha, sounds like a line picked up from Ben's blog.

Yeah, he's like the coolest video game character ever. Even though i hardly play games, i think DMC4 has to be the best game i ever played.

But games aside, work onside. I had a terrible good day. Contradicting? But i did had such a day. It's funny how i have to down panadol(s) almost everyday. Is it like some brain damage hurting me? I don't know why but i have this constant pain strikes right on the back of my head almost everyday, or to put it nicer, at least 2 to 4 times a week. Sounds normal, but like i told you, i wished i was vlogging, everything would be so easier to interpret.

Moving on, i realised. David changed a lot. I mean, i'm still 17. But after looking at some secondary 3 class photo someone posted on FaceBook, i see a different David in it. I almost couldn't recognise myself, i swear. So this is how we manage life changes huh, by going on with life, accepting new changes and getting involved with new horizons, then later to find out a different 'You' from the past. I mean, it is so weird. Still, i think God is really commendable for creating such routine in human life.

Oh, i got home from work today. Bathed and sang everywhere i go. Dropped on my bed and i had this inspirational gust of penetration hitting right to me. Guess what?
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I wrote a song. (:

2009-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello, my left eye hurts like a bitch. Has been going on for days and it is not healing. It felt like something's bulging out, or rather, swelling up. But i don't see that coming in the mirror. Urgh.

Well, had sucky school today. Tomorrow's marketing and man, i got a feeling it will not be an easy one. But what the heck! Finish tomorrow and Friday's free to sleep till noon! (: Anyway, we had B.E again today. Our next show is RP Open house January 10th. It is gonna be a bigger one, because we're given 45mins for our items. Percussion music to run for 45mins is madness! So we're gonna do lots of genre and specialities to illustrate the art of percussion music and get juniors to join BeatsEncore! (:

Oh, i ripped off Devil May Cry 4 from Harith's hard drive today. That game was so awesome oh my god. It was my obsession UNTIL .. my freaking Acer laptop kept shutting down suddenly when i'm in the midst of the missions! It got into my nerves and i gave up. So i was at Mission 3, and i'm almost at the picture shown below.

I am supposed to smash the glasses and get orbs all around the area and my laptop has to die every few moments. AT THE WRONG TIME. ): If you're asking where i got that picture since i never reached that part yet, i follow an online guide for help and easier understanding. Damn, how can i play at ease if i know my laptop will shut every few moments? Worst part, the mission is not that easy to complete, and it is very long. Therefore, it sucks when you get shut off halfway through the mission. ):

Well, i hope i get my MassGain soon. I'm starting to get irritated with my size already.

2009-11-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hey you people. I've been in a partial craze twice in a row. Yeah, i know i'm a bad kid now. ):

So, the same few people headed to the library for the games room to play Wii. Honestly, it was my first time using that console, and i tell you, i had lots of fun, minus all the arms aching part. Haha. Off to town soon later, checked out some shoes and i know exactly which shoe i want to buy. Heh.

As my shopping list grows, my pay never did and will. But i hope i can buy all the things i need real soon. Especially that MassGain supplement. Isaac recommended me to take that, so that i can add on some weight. $120 per tub and i hope i can put them into good use, build up my body a little and strike off the underweight status of mine. Seriously, i need some built to fit into better and nicer clothes. Of cause, not forgeting about the chics. HAHA.

Well, i guess i've got nothing much to blog. My life's really boring and it repeats every week. I'm very tired right now, but argh. Nevermind, i hope things turns out right soon! Bye.

2009-11-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

I think, no matter how sometimes in life fucks you up, the world will still be moving on and lively. In search of better space for a greater goal ..?

It's gonna be 23rd November soon. Unhappy past are haunting me but i think i should just keep this to myself and show you guys some nice pictures ok? (:

There you go guys, learn it from the master and this will be happening to you in no time. (:
*oh, i love my hair in this picture!*

Each time a minute of sadness takes you down, you have an hour to cool off, and a lifetime to look forward to. What makes life so interesting sometimes? Friends! (:

This was the day i went Sheesha with my IG mates. You may be wondering why are there so many malays. Well, i got nothing against races you know and i think regardless of different races, we're still human born with the same body parts and everything. Skin color is never in my dictionary you know. Everyone is equal and they can be good mates and spouses.

I told myself not to post picture of my sheesha session just in case my mum sees this. But, oh well i don't want to miss out a post about a part of my life. (:

The best part of having friends? You don't have to worry of falling off because they will be right behind you holding your back. Of cause, friends are always coming and going. But the true ones are never leaving, and i freaking love them so much. You know who you are guys and girls. (:

Well, at least it made me smile typing all these happy stuffs. I think it's good night now. Goodbye.

2009-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I'm listening to LadyGaGa's Deluxe Edition of her Fame Monster EP. Not that bad but some songs are really shit. Haha, alright moving on to my "lovely" night.

YES, we're fucking wasted. But yeah, before that around 11:15pm, i rushed from Compass Point after work to Lido to meet my classmates for Paranomal Activity, midnight show. My first midnight movie i must say. Verdict of the show? Not at all scary. Lame ass movie. Just some frigthening scene like Drag Me To Hell. Best part was, i was at the corner sit, and it was the walls beside me. You know the movie has a lot to do with walls banging so yeah. But it didn't freak me out so much. 6/10 for that movie. Don't watch it. Save your cash yeah.

Next, we squeezed into Nikko's boyfriend car to her house. Fuck man, me and Isaac were like one of the baggages dumped behind or rather, treated like illegal immigrants. But haha, it was all cool and we reached Outram. Nikko's house is huge, damn. Played games, and yada yada. I wanted to get wasted tonight. Like desperately wanted to just die and wake up the next day.. BUT, THINGS TOOK A SWITCH. Apparently 2 of my classmates were too high, and i myself was losing it too, but i told myself to stay sober if not no one's gonna take care of them. So yeah, me and Isaac were one of the survivors, catching their craziness around the room trying to control them a little. Fucking hell, funny at points, dangerous at points, and HAHA. Man, they were all so funny drunk! I pronised to keep the happenings between ourselves .. so i'm not disclosing it here. Hehe. But well, i thought i would be the one getting taken care of, instead i could actually hold my drinks pretty good and take care of those drunkards! I'm so proud of myself! (':

P.S I can't drink.
This post was blogged on Sunday 22nd November 5.32pm

2009-11-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

I'm back home. Marketing has always been my most challenging module in Semester 2. Damn, what more, working with someone you dislike a lot. Oh well, i shall leave work as work.

Back to my life. I officially went sheesha for the first time, and maybe my last. Not that i don't like it or what. I'm just not into such things. Haha, it was all fun and exciting. Tried rose, apple mint, peach flavours. Damn, peach was fucking disgusting. Just the thought of it makes me want to vomit. Alright, so we had lots of activities going on with sheesha, pulling long ass puff and stuff. Fuck man, i think i cut off a month off my life for the amount i sucked in today.

It is still getting the best out of me right now. Hindering my thinking space. I'm fucked. But if i made through this post then, i think i'm strong afterall. Haha, but my RJ definitely screwed up hardcore. I seriously cannot think properly. But well, i enjoyed myself today and i do not think i'll go back there again. Just not my kind of stuff i would do. Hehe, but it was seriously a good experience. I mean come on, we only live once and life's all about explorations! (Y)

2009-11-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey you people. Communications was alright. OH KNOW WHAT? COGNITIVE RESULT IS OUT! I GOT MY FIRST EVER 'A' GRADE FOR UT!! Haha, i'm so proud of myself! (: Anyway, tomorrow's plan is either going sheesha with IG mates or movie with secondary school mates. None confirmed yet.

Well, i'm stopping my PizzaHut soon i think. Going to work at Attica Club!! (: Just you watch, in months time i shall be making drinks already. HEHE.

Anyway, i watched Singapore Idol live on television today for the first time! Usually, i watch online. But today, damn. I hope Sylvia wins! It is very obvious that the final 4 the 2 girls are the strongest contenders. Man, Singapore better do justice. Sylvia Ratonel all the way! ;D Oh, have i told you, Adam Lambert's For Your Entertainment is leaked! I got it already, and it sounds .. weird but nice!

2009-11-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, i'm here to report to you about my boring arse day again. School was shit and i felt really sick in class for a moment and i slept during 2nd study period again. Yeap, didn't do anything and i'm very lucky to have nice teammates giving me slides to present.

I don't know why but my freaking daily headache never fails to torture me. With that level of cough i'm having right now, i don't know what to do with my health. I don't know how to take care of myself. I suck.

So this is what i usually spend my time on at night when i can't sleep. Playing FarmVille. I love the neat plantation man. See how neat it is? Heh, it's what that kept my mind off certain things i should not be going crazy about ..

Sigh, moving on about today. I woke up pretty late, had a fucking bad hair. Like i don't know why, of all the days it has to be today. Managed to reach school on time, but as the moment i heard i am in the same group as "someone" again, i immediately bid goodbye and went off. Yeah, seriously, 4 times a week with the same idiotic person? No fucking way. I'm not ready for such challenge. But as i was ordering waffle as snack and getting ready to go home, Isaac called and told me that "someone" is not coming. So it's all good and that Maths faci is nice enough for once for not marking me late for my outrageous behaviour. Haha.

Perhaps you were right, i guess good friends is a term to use for now.
But sweetie, one thing for sure, you can't stop me from loving you.

2009-11-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, great day great weather. Honestly, i didn't do much in school today because i fell asleep during study period 2, so i did no powerpoint. But my teammates were nice enough to give me a slide for presentation. Haha, thank you.

I don't feel like attending school tomorrow, because Maths will suck and will still suck no matter how the faci tries to make it rock or even stone. Ok, i have no idea what i'm talking but good, let's move on. I got home quickly right after Communications UT and had to crash on my chilly soft bed! I fell asleep and woke up at 10.30pm. I was like, so ohmygosh-ing because i haven't had dinner. Luckily my maid saved the home made Mee Rebus my mum prepared. (: Well, most of the pictures are up for World Drum Night. I think we got over 700 pictures in total so i'm not going to upload all alright haha. It'll probably take me 9 days 4 hours to do so, but here are some of the ones i liked. More over at FaceBook though. 2 DSLR(s), a number of digital cameras.

Haha, this was the best jump shot taken. Around 2pm? 6 hours before show.

What else am i known for huh? I was like the hairdresser for that day. Styled so many hairs. LOL! But it's all good, i hope Tyra Banks hire me one day. (:

I don't know why but they called it the dope shot. Haha, maybe TEENS magazine can buy this from us? XD (2hours before show)

Most of the juniors. Failed heart shape from above. But it's all cool! (:

What more can i say people? Of cause i get all the chics. HAHAHA. Nah, i'm joking i get ducks, swans and everything else too. No eh? LOL. But yeah, i love this photo. Besttttt! BeatsEncore FTW!

Well, go over to my FaceBook for more. You can even find a video of BeatsEncore's performance in there. Not the best of audio and video quality, but if you think we're performing noise to the audience, then thats where you are wrong. We're percussionist and playing percussion instruments, and of cause it's all about getting the rhythm and groove. Like what my friend says, we are what we are in genre wise. (:

Alright, i have no idea how am i going to fall asleep right now. It's already 1.31am, but i'll still post this as a Monday post though. Well, since my UT1 is completed, time for another focus .. which is to get back someone's trust and love.

2009-11-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey sup guys. I'm glad World Drum Fest is finally over! After the hard 2 months of practices, it was finally executed in the theatre. Well, i got to be honest and say that it wasn't that good but what the heck, WE FUCKING ENJOYED OURSELVES. HAHAHA. (:

Oh, thanks Mr Melvin Png, her lovely wife, KC, Darren and Songwen for coming down to watch my performance! Really appreciated that! (: Haha, i honestly feel that even though OneHeartBeat includes professional musicians, i think ZingO was still the best of the night. Anyway, photos soon when they send me. (: Heh, the theatre was awesome, but i still hate the too much echo thing. Like what my instructor said, TRCC's theatre is just not for percussion instruments. Sighhhh, BUT GOOD JOB GUYS.

Well the internal politics will still drag me off this mood. But i guess i cannot really do anything about it. Anyway, now that this drum thing is over, my shoulders felt so much lighter. Next thing to focus? Study for Monday's UT.

2009-11-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hey guys. I just got home from my first threatre full rehearsal in TRCC. Not so bad and i'm pretty impressed with the other performing groups. So we were held in our dressing room, or you call it the holding room. It was magical the moment i stepped in.

It felt like a total star-treatment kind of feel inside, you know with the bulbs around the mirror thing. It was awesomely awesome. Had a good run and another full dress tomorrow at theatre. Time passes so fast, just in short 2 months of rushed choregraphy and practices, we're just about a day away from the actual show. Well, the theatre was so much bigger than the one i performed for my SYF in Nanyang theatre when i was primary 5 for my guitar ensemble. Everything was cool and dope. God bless us this Saturday.

Mathematics UT tomorrow. I don't know man. I'm rooted to my bed, having completely zero mood to start revision. Perhaps i'm too tired from the hard shit rehearsals. Ah, i just need to stay healthy .. not that i'm well already but my cough is still hindering the crap out of me.

On another note .. i'm pretty fucked right now you know. I have so much on my mind. But .. i think. I should just concentrate about my performance for now till this Saturday. I mean like, people pay $10 to see a lively performance yo. And ..

I was a total jerk and i'm sorry for not treasuringthat heart of yours back then
But, things never changed till now and i'm totally ready.
Give me another chance?

2009-11-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, a quick one will do.

So i met KC to pass his World Drum Fest tix for this coming Saturday. Right peeps, i'm as excited as you are yo. Right on much, this anticipation has to die down a little though.. due to some political issues with .. Never mind. What i can disclose is, just because we're the majority in terms of group size among others, it doesn't mean we have to sell more tickets. I mean seriously, the threatre has about 1,500 seats. You want us to sell off 260 tickets in such a short space of time huh. Worst of all, threatening to not let us perform should we do not manage to sell them all. I mean, what theory is this. We worked hard for this. Ah, i shan't spoil my mood any further.

In the mean time, let's talk about me for a moment alright. Things have been good and downs are always ever happening i'm sure. But one thing for god right sure, i love you. *winks*

God bless us.

2009-11-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hey guys and girls. I shall fill you in about my beautiful Sunday i spent with my family yesterday! My parents along with me and my youngest sister headed to East Coast Park on that fateful evening. The other sister and my maid stayed home. So we got off the car and unloaded my sister's vehicle. Haha, her tiny 2 wheeler little bike. I was surprised she could ride the 2 wheels at her age. I think i learnt it only when i was 8 or something. Oops.

So Mum and Dad wanted to lovey dovey strolling along the park so they rented another bike for me to ride with Crystal. Haha, man at first i thought, damn how to take care of her while i'm riding, and what if she falls and cries for mummy. Haha, i accompanied her anyway. (:

YOU KNOW, CRYSTAL'S VERY CUTE. She always want me to cycle behind her, because she scared i cycle off without her. HAHA. But yeah, she kept cycling so fast can.

"Kor kor slow down! Slow down!"

See, i somehow got infront and i had to turn my body to take the picture. Yeah i was not looking at the road but well i got her stressed face here. She damn scared i cycle off without her. Haha.

Then somehow i saw this beautiful scenery, and i thought it would be better with my sister in the picture, so i asked her to stand with her bike while i snap a shot. (:

As we were cycling back to the rental centre, she was tired. Haha, i told her she cycled too fast already. So i suggested for a rest by the rocks. Yeah got a few shots for her. (:

I love this picture the best!

It was a beautiful day indeed. THERE WAS THIS PART, because you know i tend to cycle without my hands on the handles, then Crystal was like, "Kor kor how you do one? Teach me!" HAHAHA. I taught her though and she so proud she can cycle with one hand instead. Haha, omg i love my sister.
Here's a picture of her in Calista's MeeToh School uniform. Cannot believe my youngest sister going to a primary school already. Ahhh, she mean everything to me. (:

Alright, today nothing much happened. Dentist was not in, so no appointment. Fell asleep as soon as i got home. Really a tiring day man. Alright, see you guys.

2009-11-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hello people, sorry for the disappearance again! But i'm back, so we're cool ok. No fights.
Alright, my week has been hectic with rehearsals and drumsticks breaking sessions. I'm not working this and next week. So yeah, my next pay will be a heavy $0. ): Sad enough but i think i should be able to survive.

So i woke up at 2pm, had my TomYam maggie as lunch, met Ben at Ion around 4pm. Yeap, i wanted to get a pair of new jeans. My fucking black jeans died. Remembered the Zara coated jeans i mentioned before? We headed there to see if it is still there. Surprisingly it is, but not on display already. Of cause i tried it on, their smallest size, 30. In the end, i was disappointed and i hated myself for being skinny for 4 good seconds. Damn, it felt like size 34 to me. Whatever, i got over it later on as i fell in love with the Zara plain top. Had to buy it because the material was irresistable omg! (Y) Next, we continued our Unicorn mission for my jeans. Topman, and i got myself my all along wanted coated wax jeans! Thanks Ben for the discount card. Hehe.

There you go, the top and the bottom. (:

So, we continued our journey to the northsoutheastwest, and bumped into Bob later on. Haha, what a day, babes sighting, window shopping, disrupting toys in kids' toy stores, and many more. We had fun though, a good de stress session for me. Haha, and of cause, i will never forget about the Dunkin' Donuts i crave for every night. Bought the black forest and strawberry filled ones, damn they were that tasty and good. (:

Soon we got hungry and we settled for dinner over at Taka, ordered Fried Oyster Omelette Rice for fucking $10.80, but it was a good meal. See the picture? The cabbage fooled the heaven out of me. It was wrapped together and took up so many space in that huge plate, i thought there will be something delicious inside, so i opened it up and a gust of brizzling air stunned my wandering mind.. YA! IT WAS THERE TO MAKE THE MEAL LOOK BIG AND ALOT, TSK. ): Bought myself some overpriced chocolate chip milkshake for $5.50 and roamed around the Best Denki sales. Went home soon after we made history as Unicorns saved the malls from irritating shoppers walking awkwardly blocking people's path.

Got home, and i remembered i added some more stuffs to my shopping list! I'm gonna get that Aldo wallet soon! CAN'T WAIT. It is so niceeeeeeeeeeeee.

Here's Zixxie resting on the food stash munching his food. So cute! Haha, and he's still overturning the stash to hide under it. IRRITATING, but cute! HEH. Ok bye got to go!

2009-11-03T08:21:00.004+08:00

A really quick one here. Just before i forget about a part of my life.
You know i've been having bad mornings these few days. Today wasn't spared either.
BUT, some times god really loves to fool around with you.

Waited for my friend for the bus to school together. Went up the 2nd storey and settled at a cramped seat. Oh, you know how people always like to lift their legs and lay on the back of the seat of the seat infront? I was having that situation with this faggot behind me. He think it is cool to do that beside a girl huh? I could so stand that kind behaviour, BUT NOT WHEN HE DOES THAT AND SHAKES HIS LEGS, CAUSING MY SEAT TO SHAKE TOO. You know how fucking much i wanted to embarass him at that moment, but i figured i may backfire so i rather keep it to myself and tell myself the world is so much brighter and lollipops are everywhere up for grabs. Yeah thanks fucking fag for rubbing vinegar to my fucking morning.

Well, i got over it soon after. And we touched down at Woodlands interchange. THEN, this freaking faggot no.2 kept squeezing through the line to go downstairs. I was so pissed back then, seriously! I mean come on! IT IS THE INTERCHANGE, EVERYONE IS GOING DOWN. KNOW WHAT SINGAPORE. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU AND YOUR IRRITATING CITIZENS.

Softer note, i almost teared with Owl City. Darn, you know i feel that i miss the good old Cobra(s) back then, when we sit down together and bad mouth people behind their backs or infront of their faces. Damn, i miss those times. ): Ah, sometimes life just fucks with you right? So we shall look forward and move on.. i guess.. Bye.

2009-11-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

SO MY DEAR FRIEND WANTED TO CHAT IN CHINESE. HAHAHA. THIS IS WHAT WE GET FROM CHINESE-CMI STUDENTS.

MUAHHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

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2009-11-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hey, just a draft update. Mood today wasn't the best.
Come on, guys also have their time of the month.
Had a good run for Cognitive today. I think i managed my slides well though, the faci seems to be enjoying my presentation. Haha, what a day.

I had like one of my latest favourite dish in RP. Head down to W3's Food Haven, go to the muslim stall above the stairs and order the Ikan Bakar. It's was fucking dope. The fish was fried and barbequed. Just imagine dipping that delicious fish into some hot sauce and into your mouth. I tell you, it was one of the best moments in my life. It is that great. The rice was filling and it was all good. I'm gonna try their Ayam Penyet next. It means smashed chicken. Yeah, they actually smashed those fried chicken, sounds not appetizing but damn i still gotta try them. Food Haven should be named Food Heaven. Holy paparazzi mamamia, i've been missing out so much since semester 1. I shall slap myself 76 times for that.

Well, stayed back at the library with some friends for revision. UT's tomorrow, and i don't want to ruin my good run of daily grades for Cognitive. It has been 3 A's since my 4 weeks of semester 2! So proud of myself. Haha.

Oh, not that i'm bringing this up again. But seriously, RP gotta thinking of a plan B. This PBL thing is really getting old. I mean wtf? We stay in school for 8 hours to solve a freaking problem? If things were to be simplified, we could easily finish 1 week of module problems in that 8 hours, and we will not need 15 weeks to complete a semester. RP really got to do something about this. Sigh, so much for being different. I've been talking about leaving RP for NYP last semester though. But i felt that leaving my friends will be a badass idea, plus all the paperworks may be a rough chore. Sucks shit i know.

Anyway, i'm finally purchasing applications for my sexy touch. Tried the Asphalt Racing for USD0.99 though. I think it's worth the money, really nice game. Hehe! Gotta buy more soon.

2009-10-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello, i just learn about Microsoft Publisher today. Tough shit, but i got the hang of it to do my website. (: I have to admit i'm really proud of my work though. Hehe.

Alright few things. You know, before bus 161 to Woodlands, i have to float along with 83 every morning first. It's either the 6:56am or the 7:10am's bus. For the first line, i will reach school at around 7:45 to 8:10am and there will definitely be seats in 161. For the second line, i will reach my compound around 8:17 to 8:30am rushing and no promises for available seats in 161. Look, the thing here is.

I have to satisfy and perk my morning up sometimes with pretty girls and hot chics. Most of them board the later bus mainly because they need so much more time to doll themselves up. So at times, if i got on the earlier 83, i will ask myself if i should go along as planned or wait for the later 161 to energize things up? My point here is, sometimes, human can never be decisive.

Going further into morning perks. I'm sure everyone experience lazy and draggy mornings right? To me, coffee is my best cure in this case. Just like this morning, i was sleeping my journey to the bathroom until i got my maid to brew me some caffeine. Man it was hell good, of cause the effect wasn't rightaway. Like they said, drag the coffee at one shot is less effective than sipping. I did the sips and multi tasking along, doing my hair and stuffs. You see, it's not that i'm afraid i would be drinking hair accidentally, but sipping really works. My day started so well after that, being all hyped up in class. Haha, well an alternative for me is loud music. You know what music i'm into. But i'm numb to such music, so, definitely not working for me. I fell asleep many times listening to TDWP in the bus. Argh, but many ways are yet to be discovered. So yours truly would appreciate it much if advises or tips can be given on the very much neglected tagboard at the right. I know coffee works but it's not healthy if it's my daily morning dose. Help?

Last thing i want to address, tertiary school attire. I'm not asking for guys to dress as flamboyant as the picture shown to school everyday. But many things i've seen in tertiary school's attire puts me at an insecure situations. Well, i may contridict my all along self moto of 'Not-Caring-About-What-People-Think-Of-You', i have to care for this moment and think about them. Before i start, let's remember this -> School = Smart Casual or Casual or too Casual?

Guys - Just because polytechnics allows home clothes doesn't mean you abuse it in a wrong way. I see guys wearing flip flops/slippers in short pants and a simple tee. It is very common in poly. What i'm driving at here is, if you look at a critic's point of view, we can say schools = shoes, just like work = formal shoes. You get my point? To me, we wear shoes to school. Or at least something that covers the feet. Isn't that the appropiate attire for school? I mean, we have to bear in mind, we're still studying in a school, a respected parliament of education, shouldn't there be at least some discipline? I'm not saying there are fashion rules in school, but you know what i mean. Sigh, now you see why Singapore's always labelled as Fashion-CMI(cannot make it)? It is because the youths are not doing it well, how do we expect them to bring up the level, defeats that label and influence a new and better generation fashion wise? I know for some, they live nearby, i'm not surprise if they come in their PJs, but at least some fashion sense please? I would say the most a guy can go for their foot is a pair of sandals, those with back straps and doesn't flip and flop. It just makes things look, messy, unkept, and simple.

Girls - I have nothing much to talk about girls though, plus i don't think i should judge them here too, because girls are carnivores if a guy says a wrong thing. But all in all, Singaporeans are very American influenced. Like what Ben told me, simple shirt and pants with either slippers or sandals or shoes. For girls, those footwear are fine. Well, this culture can be pretty mundane in a guy's point of view. If every girl dresses like that, it shows very little substance. Therefore you see guys nowadays prefer the girls that wear skirts, dresses and something outstanding since the majority style is the same. You may say, "Going to school only what, wear so nice for what?". Yeah, for some spicy ingredients in the soup. Not very much like the guys, because i believe female has more range and ways in terms of fashion i'm sure. It's all in the creativity to be different from the rest and seriously, most guys love feminine girls. Shirt and Pants = Feminine? Hard to say at times. Yeah, butches .. Sigh.

So in conclusion, school is no doubt Smart Casual to me.
I think i've done my part for fashion justice, but i hope it works.

Happy Halloween~! (:

2009-10-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

Supp homies! I'm back from war.
The last meal i had today was from 2nd break at the coffee shop around 12.30pm or so? The nasi briyani was dope! I swear, it was hella one of a tasty good meal. But nothing beats the briyani over at SKSS .. D:

Yeah, that was my last meal and i had to withstand a growling stomach with gastric tortures until my BeatsEncore ends which was at 9+pm. I was in great pain though, but i meditated with SLC Punk on my iTouch. Good movie. Really talks about the new generation evolving in our world. I got down the bus real quick at Compass Point, rushed to 7Eleven and bought Roasted Mexicane Chicken Sandwich. For those who bought sandwiches from 711 before, you know how not filling they are .. but i got no choice because i got a stomach to save. I didn't even microwave it! So i ate it cold and gulped down the bottle of Aqua i bought along. Right now i'm full, but i doubt it's the food that made me full. More like the plain mineral water.

Well, my life story's never really that exciting. But i think it's important i blog it down, because i feel that, my blog totally shouts me, and you know, like BOOMZ. Lol, too much of Ris. She invented a new word though, SHINGZ to replace the word FUCK. Haha, i'm a Unicorn now, no more Cobra. So i gotta watch what i say about people now before someone pocket $4 into the fund. HAHA. But yeah, back to what i was saying.. never mind about it. I forgot how i wanted to continue. Anyway, World Drums is happening 2 weeks from now! And for those who don't know, REFLECTION starts tomorrow! Get your tix over at OSC right away alright?! So long! BYE~!

2009-10-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the disappearance again homies.
So couple of things to talk about, but i hope i can remember all of them after each topic. (:

First, let me give you some updates about my wonderful pet rodent.. er, i mean hamster. Yeah, Zix's doing fine and very much .. weird? Remember the yellow food stash i bought? He now moves and store the food inside it into his little house, THEN going back down to first level and flipping the food stash upside down and sleep underneath it. Haha! Maybe it's more comfortable in there? I don't know, it had been going on for weeks! Well, i rather not disturb their behaviours. He's getting used with his main diet now, which is the food mix. Usually he only feeds on sunflower seeds haha, but well i ran out of it one fine day and has no other choice but to use those mix as his daily meal.

YA, i forgot. Look into the house. You see his dirty waste there. On the right side in the house, he store his food there. Crazy little beast. But well he's cute though.

Curiousity struck him, wondering if i'm wielding my camera to smash him or something. HAHA, just joking. Looks like he's not afraid of the flash afterall. (:

As usual, i will let him out freely once in awhile, because i believe life in a cage is equivilent to no life at all. Well, now that i threw the playground box i built for him .. i had to use a rather, eco-friendly method. Lol, but yeah just recycling my Dad's newspapers. Oh, if you're wondering if i still use the Lavender flavoured sand bath, i still use them, everytime i let him out. (:

Ok, moving on with my funny human life. School had been fine, but yeah i agree with Ben though. The RP system's getting really old. As in, it's a fucking bore for us to bear any further. So what if we're above others in terms of fast thoughts and thinking? We still lose out a lot on practical basis. Add in the boring term inside, and you see the whole 3 years in RP a torture. Not degrading my own school though. Honestly, i enjoy school because i get to meet new people every now and then. Not forgetting crazy hardcore brainstorms and hurricanes. Ah well, i know this PBL thing will never change .. because it is what makes RP, RP!

You know, i bused down to Compass Point for the POSB branch. I always see the same old CISCO guard. Do i call him the policeman or what? Never mind. Yeah, i always see the same guy. I mean.. no other shifts huh? Well the story doesn't stop there. I give you the description of that man in navy blue. He looks like a total nerd, and looks really young. AND, worst part of all. He looks like those innocent kind of guy, who used to like being bullied or defenceless kind of person face. Haha, it's like. I can totally scold him at the spot and he will shivers before he thinks about if he should take out his gun. You get my point homies?! Haha, but well. I hope there will not be robberies. Oh, i went there to print my name on my debit card. ;D

Hmm, what else do i want to talk about. Ok, i just had my medication before i started this post. And i totally downed double the doses of the cough syrup i'm prescriped to consume because i felt that another 10ml will not hurt since it's the last 20ml already. Haha, i have to admit i'm pretty .. hallucinative? I'm sorta seeing triples than doubles. LOL. Sigh, i don't think i can remember what else to include here though. OH, i regret having black pepper beef in that hot plate thingy. It kept splatting it's sauce because it was still burning hot. And to spice the story up a litte, i was IN WHITE SHIRT. So there were many tiny stains of the sauce everywhere. Yeap, i had to bear with the embarassment for the rest of the day. Dang it. But many thanks to ZhiBin for that treat. Haha, i got nice friends. (: Alright, i have to go now. Bye!

2009-10-23T21:13:00.003+08:00

Sup people. I've been in terrible state of late.
Nursing my illness without medication day by day and attending school with additional BE practices. Luckily for me, i finally brought myself to trust doctors again. I went to visit one on Thursday, which happened to be my Marketing module. I declined for a MC leave, because i know i'll be well the next day. Got home, popped the pills and i let the drug slowly put me to sleep. This time, the amount of pills were more than usual. 7 pills per round. And i have to take 3 times in a day. That's mad shit. I've already had phobia of swallowing pills the last time i was sick. Ah nevermind.

So i woke up the next day, which is today, thinking i'll be able to last the whole day, went to school. I lasted until end of first meeting, and i have to throw in the white flag which then my facilitator eventually gave me permission to head home. I died on my bed after another round of medication. Yucks, you can imagine how disgusting my mouth taste like with all those bitter crunches. Not that i bite them, but urgh. You know what i mean. Well, i was expecting a phone call from PizzaHut because i was suppose to work today. But i had to tell them i was on MC and couldn't report for work. They were nice enough to let me off. But i guess not for tomorrow. I hope i'll be much better by then. God bless everyone and please take care of yourselves.

2009-10-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

So my itouch has officially had its first kiss on the ground. YEA, MY SISTER DROPPED IT. Heart broken much? She was playing Taptap, then you know at point of times you have to shoft your itouch and hit the arrows, she got too aggressive and flung my sexy toy off her hands and kissing the hard cold floor. T^T Luckily the rubber countered the shock a little. THANKS BEN.

Well, i had my off day at work. I wanted to make it a point to make my Sunday(s) free so i can spend more time with my family. Went out for dinner and woo, had a wonderful meal with them, but i'm still god arse hungry now. Got home and had totally nothing to do, GTA's getting really boring though. All the sadistic killing i've been commiting in the game. Haha! So i switched to facebook games for a moment. FarmVille was alright and i moved on to PetSociety again. HAHA. Embarassing much.. RIGHT maLINACHAN?!

Hehe, this jacket like cute, but the "rock boy pants" isn't fitting at all.

THIS IS STILL THE CUTEST!!~

Oh well, i gotta handle my real Zixxie now. His cage gotta be washed. Goodbye and see you ladies in school tomorrow! ;D

2009-10-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys i haven't been updating! Yours truly had been really busy and .. recently, sick. D: But yeah, i'm here to share with you my BTF merch pictures! They arrived yesterday and i went to collect it earlier today! (:

MUAHAHAHA, only item not in the picture was the dogtags. These whole set cost me S$81!! VERY CHEAP ALREADY. THEY SHIPPING WERE INSANELY LOW PRICED! :O I LIKE THE POSTER MOST, BECAUSE THE BAND SIGNED IT. EACH OF THE MEMBERS SIGNED IT. DAMN, I'M LIKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON FOR A MOMENT. Yeah, you'll be going like, maybe it's just their representatives who packs the merch that signed the poster. Nah, i can tell it is all genuine from the band members themselves namely Eric, Beau, Mike, Jared and Matt! The marker inks were really .. REAL. I'm so putting it up next to my bed when i shift house!

This is the CD, it is like, fucking amazing. I know i'm bad, but i downloaded their full album when it was leaked a few weeks ago! I did that because i told myself when the real CD arrives, i will not tear the plastic or open it! Haha, i wanna keep it just the way it is. (: They're on ATTICUS tour though. The CD was just released, so it's fucking new, minus the days it spent travelling from ALBANY, NY to Singapore.

I don't really like black SHIRT, but this case i have to fucking love it. Just look at the design! FUCKING DOPE. You can see the dogtag! (:

Another shirt i ordered! DON'T JUDGE THE PLAIN-NESS, THE WHOLE DESIGN IS FUCKING SEXY. I don't know but you can try clicking on it for bigger zoom. I know, my hair sucks. Sorry. ):

YEAH, THIS IS THE SEX. FUCKING NICE. I think i'm changing the chain though.

HAHA, there you go. I love BTF, PERIOD. (: Forever and ever until i die. Beau didn't disappoint us BTF fans though! He did great in this album, though not as amazing as Craig's vocals.. but WE ARE LOVING YOU, BEAU BOKAN!

Ok hi, i'm like so happy now. Haha, well school have been alright and sleepy timings. Work tomorrow and i hope i get well soon! ):

2009-10-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hello, i'm almost sick i suppose. Sore throat, flu, and the hot breath i'm breathing out through my nose irritates me hardcore. Well, that didn't stop me from travelling all the way to Orchard to do what i need to do. Get a haircut, and of cause buy my long waited iTouch!

I can say, my hair is short now. Well, i have fringe above eyebrows, sides i think i chopped until nose level and yeah, i was looking for a new style. So anyway, i did the scalp treatment just to clean my scalp obviously. Haha, yeah i'm satisfied with my hair. Head over to Far East Plaza for our Wanton Noodle at Graffiti Cafe for our dinner. Done and we're off to Ion for Epi Centre to get my sexy touch! Haha, i'm happy now. And i guess this time, it is really, something that will stop me from buying any other things else for a loooooooong time! (: Oh well.

School stuffs, i got C, B, B for my first week. 2 more unknown grades. I can say it's an average start. Was expecting couple of A's though, looks like this semester will not be easy leasy! Anyway, Cognitive sucks today. Haha, i think our class bonded well already. Hmm, i've got nothing much to blog about now. I gotta configure and do the transfering of files for my touchy touch! Bye!

2009-10-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Heh, i woke up today around 7pm. That's hella a long sleep since 2am in the morning. I guess i was that tired, i woke up and Mum was rushing me to get ready because we're going out to pick her friends from Jakarta at Terminal 1. So yeah, with an empty stomach ready to feast on MeeHoonKueh they bought me for breakfast, i had to bathe so fast i left my hair to air dry on the way to the car.

Picked them up and went for dinner. Finally, a proper meal since forever. So i had only 1 meal today. ): Oh, i think i've lost weight too. Urgh. Work tomorrow. Goodbye.

2009-10-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hello, i finally had a day rest at home after school. Got a short nap i long needed! Haha, anyway do you guys actually like or dislike it when your media player plays some sad song that makes you emotional and think of many things? ..

Nevermind! Moving on, i think Marketing was cool and chic today. Haha, i wrote my longest reflection journal since! Oh, my pay's in! They returned back pays they owed me! Haha, like i told Ben earlier today, i shouldn't have checked for the pay because now i have 200% temptation to head over to EpiCentre to get my itouch!! HAHA YES. So now i have to control till Monday after school to get that sexy touch of apple. OH, not forgeting haircut. I'm just gonna try out another style, something's different and fitting. Oh well, life's good so far. Goodbye! (:

2009-10-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

My arms are sore right now. These few days i've been attending hardcore BeatsEncore practices. Yeah, it's hard work and lots of mind over matter situations. Not forgetting arm techniques and blah. Tough, but i hope it's all worth it. I've gotten the hang of every sequence and stuffs already, i just need to catch up with the tempo! Haha, god bless us though. All of us really want to perform well i'm sure.

Anyway, school was pretty ok so far. New classmates are really nice and .. different. Haha, at least i know what it is like to be in a new institute and new class with different sort of people. Not like when i first started Semester 1 in poly life, i thought i wouldn't be able to cope with different kinds of people you meet during Secondary days. Ahh, W15A is missed though. MOVING ON with W45L, there's 2 other Indonesian i think. Yet to talk to them though. Would love to return to our hometown together one day. I haven't got to talk to my fellow countrymen in my slang for a loooong loooooong time. Urgh, now i miss my childhood mates! D:

Oh well, today was introduction to communication practices. So basically we have to analyse the target audience and the objective of the communcation. More of relation between speaker and audience. Shan't go into details but yeah, pretty cool module but it gets really boring at times. Tomorrow's Marketing! Haha, and finally a day off after school to rest. Well, if things goes according to plan, i may get a haircut. Yes you heard me.. a haircut. (: Alright, gotta people, goodnight and god bless.

2009-10-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

Had first day of Semester 2. Class was .. alright. But i think we'll get better in time, hopefully.

Mathematics tomorrow. Urgh, the horror of all those formulae! ): Anyway, today's BE practice was awesome and tiring. I felt like giving up at times though, because i feel bad not being able to catch up the standards of the rest. Ahh, i just can't coordinate my left and right hand. I just hope god bless me. Gonna practice later on.

Honestly, i had a long day. Watched Chelsea Vs Liverpool last night after 9 hours of work. So weary but i persisted on staying up, and in the end i only had 2 hours plus of sleep because i was awake at 5:55am, getting ready for school. Sigh, i think i gotta tone down a little. ): Oh, happy birthday Bob! And i think i should go off. Goodbye fellas and it was great to be reunited with Cobras again.

2009-10-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

Maybe just before i hit my nest, let me embrace the world a little tiny bit.

You know, once in awhile human life stumbles upon a difficulty. Just like how ManUtd struggled and almost lost to Sunderland. They had so much good passes and all but they still failed. Why? Because they lack the finishing touches to score the goals. Back to life stories, you know failed relationships fail mainly because of a few things .. 1 being loss of feeling, 2 for being tied down and limted activities, 3 being personal reasons like "oh, i don't want to be cheating you, you're better off without me .. blablahblahh." Yes, most of it. Well, my point is .. we're so young. I mean, crushes/eye candies and yada(s) are part and parcel of life. For our age, we shouldn't be taking such things so seriously. I'm talking about breakups. We have like, maybe the rest of your life to find your soul partner. Instead of grieving over the split milk, why not go to the store and look out for new brand of milk? You know what i mean? Don't be silly and give up the whole store with so many brands of milk just for that few litres of milk you spilt. Look forward, be strong and brave.

True enough, the one thing you should always protect is your soul. Either it takes you the wrong or the right way, either way you still have the responsibility to protect it and nurture it the way you want. Life needs the soul to work just like ocean needs the waves to beautify and so on. You know what i'm driving at right? Don't lose your soul just for the slightest thing in life, for without the life there is no soul, and without a soul there's nothing to protect and that's when you put the quote "I've got no life" into use. Treasure what you have and make the best out of it for it could be the best in your whole lifetime.

Another point before my eyes shut, school's starting this coming Monday. I know some may be really looking forward to this, and some may be grumbling so hard about their hatred for school. I mean, come on. Look at the bright side of life, and let your soul brings the inner power of yours and again, make the best out of your life. Long winded it may be, but i hope this helps some of my friends if you're reading this. The future is wild and unknown, so let's protect our soul and move on.

2009-10-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

So yours truly finally got himself to blog about his life.

Selections for World Drums' done. And i'm really sad .. I'VE TO ATTEND INSANE TRAINING SESSIONS FOR MANY DAYS BECAUSE I'M INCLUDED. Haha, yeah. It's serious merious now. But i hope i can cope though. OH! New class posting out.

I'm in W45L, like another end of the world. D: Sem1 i was in W15A, which is W1 and happens to be the block next to the entrance, and i could still have issues coming early. What about W4 now, so deep inside. Damn. PLUS! First week of semester2, there will be thermal scanning i heard. Urgh. That's a late for sure start of the semester. Heh oh well. I hope all's well and kicking though. Wake up, and it's study time again.

Monday:
G102-1-W45L-A
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving II
Tuesday:
A114-2-W45L-A
Mathematics II
Wednesday:
G103-8-W45L-A
Introduction to Communication Practice
Thursday:
B216-3-W45L-A
Marketing
Friday:
C111-4-W45L-A
Web and New Media Communications

I got a huge feeling i'll hate Tuesday(s) and Friday(s)! Math's a whore module, and i hope there will not be Java thingy on Web communications! But i think these new stuff seems really good!

Work's tomorrow, and i hope i can get my itouch soon. Alright back to my movies. Bye! (:

2009-09-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be another wordy post again, but yeah i'll go on.

I wasn't asleep the whole dawn. My Harold & Kumar movie ended around 4am+ and i couldn't sleep. Yeah so i set myself to go for a morning jog at 5.15am. I did my 2 minute slow jog for warm up, stretching, and some drills to get my legs moving. Then i told myself my target today is to jog all the way to Hougang. And so i did .. passing through the flyover bridge which took almost all my energy already(felt like it took forever to jog the whole bridge!) and i just couldn't go any further right before Serangoon Secondary. So close! T^T
Even from all the shouting and self pushing to myself to not give up, i realise i lost that strong mentality i had last year. In the end, i pushed myself too hard and i vomitted the noodles i had earlier. Ah well, mission failed and i walked back the trail i left jogging.

On the flyover, because it is above the TPE highway, i could totally figure out North South East West. To my rightful right, i see the proviebal sunlight splashing a little glimspe of yellow rays against the dark black sky behind Tampines' Ikea. Down the highway and racing towards the west, there were cars and buses moving towards Woodlands area, and as i turn to my back, i realised i just travelled southwards to reach my failed destination Hougang. It was a beautiful morning sight but everything was a metaphor when i looked into my handphone's watch and stated 5.53am, with the strong wind brushing past my face and cooling breeze drying my sweat away. I ran almost 4km in about 23mins, that's so fucking weak. Looks like for the past 12 months i haven't been running, and all the laziness i've accumulated cost me this much. ):

Got home, dried myself and went for a quick shower. Dropped to bed and the next thing i know, i woke up at 7pm odd. Feeling extremely hungry.

2009-09-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey. CSR in the earlier shift.
I almost lost my temper at one point of time. So typical Saturday with lots of customers and messy queues. I had to do my job and organise them in line, then ask for the tables they need and of cause get the tables for them. There was a time, i needed a table for 7, and the store was full house, with tables not enough for 7 and such(if you understand). So they had to wait, and of cause the queue behind the 7 grew longer. Stress was piling. I instructed them to queue. Then one of the queuing customer shouted at me.

"DO WE REALLY HAVE TO QUEUE?! I SEE SO MANY TABLES INSIDE."

I told that fucking guy that i have to settle the 7 in front first because we have the first come first serve basis. I know there are seats for less than 7 people, but i can't let the people behind the 7 people take the seats. It will not be fair for the 7 people for waiting so long. It's hard to describe it here, but you get it? And he shouted at me again ..

"CAN'T YOU PUT THE 7 PEOPLE ASIDE FIRST?!"
and you all know McD was beside PH, so those people looked to my direction. You know the fucking humilation i got. As a guy, i have fucking pride. I was just doing my job, settling customers queue by queue.

I wish i could fucking shout back at him and say i was just doing my job. But i don't know, i just take it in and ignored, walked back inside. It spoilt my mood for the rest of the afternoon. The next thing i know, he wanted to see the manager. WTF. My other staffs were also saying how unreasonable that person is. Damn, just because his woman is beside he have to act like a tyrant. Advise to you, fucking man, you don't impress your woman by showing authority like that. But later on, the 7 people were settled, and i couldn't be bothered to attend to that person again. Seriously, 'Customers Always Right' ? .. Fuck shit.

But thank god, i tolerated. If i was still the 2008 David and was at that situation, i think i would have been complained and fired for fighting.

Alright, back at home. Happy for my Tottenham to crush Burnley 5-0! (:

2009-09-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

nos⋅tal⋅gia

Nostalgia - Noun.

1.	a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time: a nostalgia for his college days.

2.	something that elicits or displays nostalgia.

Not trying to be all dramatic, but i sat on my armchair with the laptop in front of me. Looked out to my window down the highway, with all the car and street lights setting the mood to think ..
There were so many things running in my mind, not that they don't get tired from it, but i don't know why they kept repeating.

I need a hug to get away from this nostalgic mood. It's a beautiful night and i don't think i should waste it thinking of stuffs like that. The past may be nice and happy at TIMES, but you always feel that things may also be very different when life takes a huge turn .. Ah.

Let's start all over again, evening guys and girls! (:
F1 practice session is on now. Finishing soon i think. Not really a fan of cars and all, but i want my favourite driver to win Singapore GP again! Yeap, he is Fernando Alonso. Then i just hope he can concentrate on his game and not on the situation his sponsors are giving. Wait, Renault's sponsors pulled out for some reasons. Uh, but i still hope Alonso does well again. I just saw the race chart for the practice laps, Sebastian Vettel's pretty good. Argh, tough race considering they altered the track a little bit. Oh well, i'm not a fan so bye.

I wasted my day rotting at home. Well, at least having a day rest does benefits! Was suppose to go out with Lina today, for catch up and yeah to find my 'Peace' logo. But we have to put it off, because my sunburn started peeling so badly. Sorry banana girl. D:

Anyway, my UT3 results were out yesterday. I'm so glad i pulled off programming with a C+! HAHA, i was expecting a harsh fail for that module. The rest were Cs and B, nothing to be proud of and my overall GPA for semester 1 is pretty bad. 2.4. T^T I need like, a fucking motivational system to make me work next semester to alleviate this score. God bless me!
So yeah, i think i should get going .. this post's getting long winded. Goodbye people. <3

2009-09-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Ion Orchard with Ben. Yeah, we've been meeting up and shopping together many times this vacation break. BUT NO EH, NO WILD THOUGHTS WE'RE NOT GAY. He's just like an elder brother to me whom accompanies me when i shop. LOL.

So, as the last Cobra Mission of the vacation break, i have to get the desired bag i've been searching for. Yeap, mission accomplished. $79.90 for that Hound Tooth bag. I love it. (: Then we went to this i don't know what store is that. Some Japanese store at Ion. I bought a shirt for my little sister! Haha, long sleeves and tight fit shirt. Got home and i gave her, tried it on and she loved it so much! HAHA. <3 Yeah, then i don't know i felt like i need a necklace. I thought of getting a peace sign, but after our search almost the whole of orchard.. none was likeable. Urgh. Anyway, we had fun babe watching! HAHAHA. Had some wanton noodle for dinner at Far East area. Nights everyone.

2009-09-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hey people. Heaven's pretty sad these few days huh? Pouring rain almost for 4 days in a row! Haha, my on time clock in habit has been hindered by these situation. I can't leave house when there's a storm going on. I doubt my little umbrella could save my uniform from getting soaked.

Ah, a good thing it made the weather so much cooler, and so much .. AWESOME!

I was told to do CSR at work today. If you don't know what it means .. take a look at every PizzaHut store, you see the 'Please Wait To Be Seated' sign right? The person whom wears the red apron is the CSR. And their job is to bring you to your seats! So indirectly .. you gotta be good looking, charming, good at sweet talking .. HAHA NAH JUST KIDDING. But yeah, you gotta be really charismatic to promote what your store can offer. Tough job. It's like .. the whole store depends on you. Haha, oh well. I'm glad it wasn't so busy because it's a weekday and moreover, it's the Hari Raya week! Everyone's going house to houses.

You know one thing i like about my job is? You can say the best thing to be in this field. No, not having free pasta/pizza everyday, nor it's looking at pretty girls and hot mommas. Let me tell you. If you're a baby lover like myself. EH wait, i'm not a pedophile ok. I just adore kids. Yeah, everytime i see little toddlers, or those 2 to 4 years old kids, i can't help but to smile and be so happy. Just today, there was this little girl, i think around 3 years old. SHE WAS FUCKING ADORABLE. Then she had pigtails on! OMG, cuteeeeee. Haha, and i think she's really smart and clever for her age. I did a wink at her. Then everytime i walk past, she tried to imitate my wink and she will end with a giggling. HAHA so cuteeee. I offered a handshake, and she shook it! THEN, like what she does best, everytime i walk past, she will stick out her arms towards you like she's imitating the handshake i offered her! AHHH. Can i have a daughter like her! Sad thing, she didn't want me to carry her! D: Oh well. Sorry i just love kids. I know daughters and sons are really a handful when they're older.. but come on. I have 2 little sisters whom i've watched them grown up since they were born. I know how it feels like to be annoyed. But, come to think of it. I'm immuned to their annoyance. I love children. Haha, i can't wait to be a father. :')

Haha, i confessed so much! LOL. 12am now. I'm meeting Ben tomorrow at Ion again. For Cobra's last mission of the vacation. To get my bag. I'm selling my Volcom bag at $60. Since it's 2nd hand and still in very very very good condition, i lowered it from the original price of $89. Some of you may have seen the picture in my older posts. So yeah.

OH SHOUTOUT TO MYSELF FOR BEING ABLE TO TAKE ORDERS NOW. HEHE.

2009-09-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

Muffed. Past few days have been hell. Full shift 3 days in a row. I did CSR today. Haha, darn it. Stress shit.

So i was playing one of my favourite ADTR's song, doing the breakdown so nicely .. and BZZZZZZZZZZZ goes the amplifier. I figured out my jack spoiled. EH EH no dirty thoughts, i meant the guitar's jack. It was faulty all along and i thought i fixed it already in the past. Sigh i think i need a replacement. Looked around though, and i saw this 2nd hand Epiphone LP Black MIK going for $430. Cheap and good shit. But i can't spend that much now. Urgh.

I don't know man, but my shopping list grew rapidly out of sudden. I want to buy a micrphone, an ipod nano 4th gen maybe or a classic. OH! I still need to pay for my merch i ordered a week plus ago. Hmm, what else.. oh i need to get guitar, amp. Ah i forgot the rest. I'm really tired and shagged now. So .. so long rockers! <3

To my muslim friends! Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hey a quick update.

I think i'm gonna go back to my nest right after i'm done with this post. I gotta wake up at 8.30am for something important! (:

Heh, BE has been really confusing, in a way everything was so rushed but organized at the same time. Yeah, i admit i got zero talent in percussion. I'm so lagging behind the others. But i hope i can be selected for the squad to perform at World Drums. Argh, darn my fucking coordinations. My left hand sucks. Talking about left hand, i always use left hand for the tray when i'm serving in PizzaHut, i think i'm the only one. Haha, right handed but i use left to do the job. Ok, yeah i hope i can improve FASTTT for my drumming.

I'm feeling really fucked up now. Hardcore headaches, almost vomitted and feeling a little feverish. Urgh, i've never been this weak since secondary school. Perhaps i really got to work out already. Ah, 1:12am Ok fastt.

Mei's sending me something from California! Haha, i hope it doesn't take months to reach Singapore! Haha. Hallelujah! She's so sweet! <3

2009-09-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

Supp people. Went Sentosa's Palawan Beach with my good brothers today. Hot and sunny, wet and horn.. WOO LOOK A BIRD! Haha, nah i'm kidding. We had fun playing beach soccer, frisbee, monkey ball and yeah so many things!

So you know there's the part we could swim to and fro across and back? We did that so many times and doing lots of funny stuff. Haha. So while some of them were resting i thought i should ask some people to join us to play frisbee or something. I asked this 2 Singaporean girls and they were like, 'Nah, it's okay' and smiled. Oh well whatever. We continued and enjoyed the lazy sun in the salty water. Then came 2 japanese ladies whom later was willing to join us for monkey ball when i approached them. Beating those angmoh who were talking and sorta flirting with them. Hehe. Yeah, of of them was Amiko and the other Tomoko. Haha, they're on holiday here in Singapore. Good enough and we had so much fun together.

Left to Right : Darren, Tomoko, Amiko, myself and Harrinder. Haha, i chatted with Amiko awhile and yeah, she's 20 years old and a really nice person! Hehe. *cheeky face*

Not in the picture is Songwen and KC. Sorry was the quality of the pictures, i know you guys are really disappointed about it.. so am i don't worry. There's always a next time. (: They left later on and the 5 men got off too and had KFC for dinner. Home Sweet Home. (: